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I was once lost in the folds of her love,
and in that madness, I was fearless.
When she was near,
worry didn’t dare to touch me.
The world could burn -l wouldn’t feel the heat.
There was a time I revolved around her
like the earth circles the sun.
My days moved with her moods,
my nights waited for her name to light up my phone.
I lived in her world.And she gave me everything -
not promises,not forever -
but moments that felt eternal.
With the purest heart
I surrendered.
I became a prisoner
inside the shape of her absence.
What mistake did I commit?
What crime did I do
other than loving too deeply?
But I would still choose
a prison where her memory exists
over a garden
where she never walked.
I came into her life
just to see her purity -
like Joseph’s beauty in a cruel world.
I saw it.
I believed it.
Maybe I worshipped it.
People say we love only once.
But I feel like
I have loved her in every lifetime.
In this fragile body,
I have walked so many emotional deserts.
I have been strong in front of everyone,
and broken when no one was watching.
I have been the king of ambition -
and the beggar of her attention.
I have healed others with advice -
while silently bleeding inside.
I have died many times
without a funeral.
I have floated like clouds
when she smiled.
And fallen like rain
when she turned away.
I tried to become a saint -
detached, disciplined, distant.
But her memory
never left my robe.
So I gathered the roses
of the pain she left behind.
Because even pain
felt better
than emptiness.
Now I say -
I am not just this broken boy.
I am not just longing.
I am not just her past.
I am the silence after the storm.
I am the light trying to return.
I am the laughter that will rise again.
And if someday you look at me
and think I’m still the same -
Look again.
The boy who loved her blindly
is gone.
What stands here now
is someone who survived loving her!!
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To Her Who Already Knows !!!
Feb 13
Feb 13, 2026 at 11:09 AM UTC