#missingout
play your cards right and
shoot yourself with a nerf gun for laughs.
those cake crumbs and half-empty sprite cans won't last forever
but those videos on the internet will.
you were there tonight. (the party.)
and i will be there tomorrow. (the films.)
i was cleaning the house and writing the book
will you be doing the homework and raking the leaves?
am i missing out?
are you missing out?
is shooting yourself in the head ever fun?
is disappearing in a horror film ever fun?
is this feeling of the in-between
the missing out on parties put on by people you aren't friends with
is the wondering when you'll come home
is the questioning when you'll text back
is the adrenaline for when we'll realize
ever
ever fun?
Nov 21, 2025
Nov 21, 2025 at 11:43 PM UTC
My biggest fear was
My loved ones, passing, dying
I guess it’s because
Being lonely is mortifying
That was such a mindful
Thing to be scared of
Like I am forgetful
But I never forget love
Yet now I am afeared
Frightened maybe
They cheered
I didn’t see
I missed out
I feel scared, but also mad
That’s what this is about
I am so afraid, it makes me sad
It’s so selfish
My biggest wish is to be happy
I want to distinguish
The world not being ******
And one of my deepest fears
Is ending up like you
My eyes filled with tears
Not knowing what to do.
Jul 16, 2025
Jul 16, 2025 at 3:56 AM UTC
I love all of you girls,
I watched you all fall in love
Met your partners
Cheered at your weddings.
I love all of you girls,
The fancy jobs you have
The places you go to
Smiled at the pictures.
I love all of you girls,
As I sit here
Alone at café
Thinking about the time when
It was easier, simpler and just us
I love all of you girls,
I hold your pain with dignity
Life seems silly when you are around
I guess, I missed out
You all caught the train
When I walked along.
May 19, 2025
May 19, 2025 at 7:33 AM UTC
I lay
dormient
as the colours of the world
spin around
me
Sep 12, 2021
Sep 12, 2021 at 2:13 PM UTC
He left and missed
Changed me
Now I'm finally free
Deleted every trace of him
He is finally gone
Gone for life
"You made my heart break
And that made who I am"
He's missing out bad
So sad too bad
Missing out, that sick *******
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 1:57 PM UTC
I hate it.
I hate that we're a generation
that's caught up with our devices.
Eyes on the screen,
incase you miss out.
Keep scrolling,
incase you miss out.
Keep tagging,
incase you miss out.
Keep tweeting,
incase you miss out.
Keep posting,
incase you miss out.
Yet,
here I am.
In front of a laptop.
Making sure I don't miss out--
about writing about missing out.
Aug 21, 2018
Aug 21, 2018 at 1:44 AM UTC
Confident, strong.
What could go wrong?
Typed in some numbers, letters, words.
Brought me away into some place far away.
Sitting on the stool.
Heart and mind.
Into the electric pendelum.
Growing cold.
Your voice through a blocked megaphone.
Echoing softly in my mind.
But I soon went away from home.
Built walls made more than stones.
I ignored your call, that should'nt be the case.
I shouldn't be ignoring you warnings.
Building immediate walls when I hear you? That's alarming...
Jul 17, 2018
Jul 17, 2018 at 11:26 AM UTC
Fathers are supposed to protect you
Be there for you
But mine seems to think I'll ruin his life
The coward is still afraid of responsiblity even though its been sixteen years since he knocked up my mum.
He has three other kids you know
One whom died not so long ago
One who he also ditched at birth but he sees her now
And a tiny wee baby called Riley
I don't want to see that ****
But I'd do anything to meet that wee baby
I've seen photos and hes grown sooo much
And im glad that coward didn't run out on Riley because that baby deserves a father as much as the next person.
Hope to meet you one day little one ♥
May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 8:33 PM UTC
*and you said,
I don't care about you.
I have no problem,
I just don't care about your existence anymore.
nothing personal,
and now I understand,
no one will stick around for you.
even those who love you.
and you just have to let them fly away,
like butterflies you wanted to take.*
May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015 at 1:27 AM UTC