#missher
I miss my best friend;
She brought adventure to my life
We hiked Machu Picchu and Kokoda,
Tasted dumplings in dippings
at Holy Duck! in Kensington.
We were close for eight years:
Preempting needs - bringing her back a lg, skinny cap
after my morning walk around the Kirribilli shoreline.
But somewhere along the way,
I lost myself in her —
Love turned to hate.
She didn't see me, need me, want me anymore
And it became too late…
I miss her!
Well,
The idea of her anyway...
Jun 29, 2024
Jun 29, 2024 at 12:39 AM UTC
As things come and go,
I promise not to let you go.
Even if its distance we must face,
Know with me, you'll always have a place.
Wether your hours or miles away,
In my heart, forever you will stay.
Feb 21, 2020
Feb 21, 2020 at 11:31 AM UTC
Another year has come and passed,
And its Christmas time at last.
Lots has changed,
Things have been rearranged.
Some have come,
Some have gone.
Some things have become,
What others have un-done.
Sitting here,
This time of year.
I hope your mind is clear,
And you know you are thought of my dear.
I wish you joy,
Maybe a new toy,
I wish you love,
Hope it fots like a glove.
I wish you peace,
Even a sweater of fleece.
Most of all i wish for this,
You to have a day of bliss.
Dec 25, 2019
Dec 25, 2019 at 11:13 AM UTC
We bend,
We fold,
But we do not break.
We sweat,
We bleed,
We bruise,
But we never quit.
We cry,
We hurt,
But somehow we still love...
Dec 10, 2019
Dec 10, 2019 at 12:18 PM UTC
This power you have over me,
How to explain what it could be.
Why can't I eat?
Why am I loosing sleep?
How do I shake this feeling,
Why is my heart fleeting.
I feel haunted,
But somehow daunted.
I just need a clue,
A way to figure out what to do.
Must I live this way,
Is this a game I must play.
Is this my part,
The man with the broken heart...
Dec 10, 2019
Dec 10, 2019 at 12:16 PM UTC
Stuck in a daze,
By what caught my gaze.
Like coming out of a haze,
Or some sort of phase.
Can't believe what I see,
The way it feels to me.
Wondering how this can be,
This feeling of glee.
How could I have gone,
So long,
It feels wrong,
But I feel like I belong.
Here in this moment,
Something feels potent.
I can't explain,
So many feelings remain.
Seeing you once more,
Walking through the door.
My heart aches,
Twisted by the hand of fates.
This moment I've dreamed of,
Like a sign from above.
I tremble and shake,
For the first time I'm awake...
Sep 26, 2019
Sep 26, 2019 at 12:03 PM UTC
The dropping weights,
The cling of plates.
A beed of sweat,
Can't quit yet.
Together we grow,
Trying to get swole.
Pushing our weights,
On our gym dates.
We train back,
Pulling from the rack.
We hit chest,
You always did your best.
We work shoulders,
Trying to make boulders.
Can't forget legs,
Even if she begs.
We skipped arms,
Due to your charms.
Didn't bother with abs,
You can handle jabs.
We Pushed each other,
Spent that time together.
The gym was our space,
Our happy place.
Sep 24, 2019
Sep 24, 2019 at 10:16 PM UTC
Everywhere I go,
Everything I do,
My heart always sees you.
When I try something new,
Or even when I feel blue.
There you are,
Like a vision from a far.
My heart skips a beat,
I tremble from my hands to my feet.
Then realize your not there,
Realize I dont see you anywhere.
My mind plays tricks on me,
You're all I want to see.
You're the mirage I can't grasp,
Empty my hands clasp....
Sep 20, 2019
Sep 20, 2019 at 7:02 PM UTC
I remember our first kiss,
That moment of fire and bliss
The sparks that flew,
How my heart grew.
The passion they sparked,
As if I've been marked.
The way I craved more,
Your lips became something I adore.
There the last thing I want to feel,
Nothings ever felt so real.
And the thing I want most to do,
Is to make my last kiss be you.
Sep 20, 2019
Sep 20, 2019 at 10:51 AM UTC
I want to undo,
What I've done to you.
I want to make things right,
I want to make this my fight.
Anything to make amends,
Change how our story ends.
Sep 18, 2019
Sep 18, 2019 at 1:25 PM UTC
Another chance
I don't know
If I deserve it
Or no.
Its what I want,
But is it
What I deserve.
Is wanting enough...
Sep 18, 2019
Sep 18, 2019 at 1:14 PM UTC
One last chance with you,
I wonder what I would do.
Will I be the man you remember,
Have I changed for the better.
Am I truly a changed man,
Was this part of a greater plan.
Will I finally be enough;
I know things will be tough.
Do I now have what it takes,
To prevent your heartaches.
Can I show you true love,
Be someone you're proud of.
All these questions,
All my affections.
One thing I know is true,
I would do anything for you.
I'd fight to make it just,
And earn back your trust.
Sep 17, 2019
Sep 17, 2019 at 11:06 AM UTC
I miss you,
It's true.
The little things you do,
Now leave me blue.
There's a long list,
Of things I've missed.
It gets bigger by the day,
Due to my disarray.
The things I miss,
Those moments of bliss.
I miss your smile,
Our laundry pile.
Your beautiful eyes,
Our little white lies.
Your soft skin,
Emptying the garbage bin.
Waking next to you,
Arguing to.
Hearing your wishes,
Cleaning the dishes.
Going on dates,
Endless debates.
Holding you at night,
Having a fight.
Holding your hand,
Not knowing where we stand.
Our tender moments,
Your Silent treatments.
Every single kiss,
Moments we miss.
Just being with you,
Good and bad too.
The things we would do,
Things I still want to.
I know I've done you wrong,
Made you feel we dont belong.
For you I'll always long,
Each and every dawn.
No matter what we do,
I'll always miss you.
Sep 16, 2019
Sep 16, 2019 at 8:45 PM UTC
When I open my eyes what will I see,
Will you be there with me.
Am I stuck in a dream,
Are things really how they seem.
Are you really gone,
It's been so long.
Since I got to see your face,
Or feel your warm embrace
When I go out,
You keep me on the lookout.
Hoping to see you one more time,
A feeling I cant deny.
Wondering if we will cross paths,
Maybe share some laughs.
Wanting to make you smile,
It's been a while.
Since I seen that look on you,
How bad I want to.
You are the one I miss,
The one who took my bliss.
The one I cant deny,
This is no lie.
I just want you to know,
I want it to show.
I miss you,
I always do.
Sep 16, 2019
Sep 16, 2019 at 2:43 PM UTC
Crackle of light,
Shacking with fright.
Beaming white,
Eliminating the night.
Nothing remains,
My life drains.
Everything fades,
I search for aides.
It's all gone away,
The words I want to say.
The only thing left,
The one thing no one can theft.
My still beating heart,
My last part.
It still belongs to you,
Something I can't undo.
Sep 12, 2019
Sep 12, 2019 at 8:55 PM UTC
Do you have feelings that linger,
Is my name a trigger.
Do memories sneak up on you,
Just out of the blue.
Do you let yourself think of me,
And what we still could be.
Does any hope remain,
Or am I here in vain.
Do I still have a place in your heart,
Could I still be your counterpart.
Sep 12, 2019
Sep 12, 2019 at 8:53 PM UTC
What can I do,
When I can't stop thinking about you,
What do I do about this,
All your quirks that I miss.
So many things to say,
All throughout the day.
A million reasons why,
My feelings I can't deny.
So what do I do,
With this heart that longs for you.
How do I sleep at night,
Knowing something just ain't right.
How do get you to see,
That this feels meant to be.
How do I fix this heart,
When this silence tears it apart...
Sep 11, 2019
Sep 11, 2019 at 3:18 PM UTC
Does he hold you like I would.
Can he kiss you like I could.
Will he always treat you right,
Each day, each night.
Will he make you smile,
And have you walk down the isle.
Will he be there at your worst,
And always put you first.
Will he fight for you,
The way I want to.
If you think he can,
And that he's your man.
Then the one thing I want to say,
Is I hope you're happy everyday.
I hope he's there you,
Does the things I couldn't do.
Holds you when your sad,
Kisses you when your mad.
I hope he loves you,
Like I want to.
Like you deserve to,
I'm sorry I failed you...
Sep 11, 2019
Sep 11, 2019 at 3:14 PM UTC
All these memories,
Of you and me.
All the good,
All the bad.
Some make me happy,
Some make me sad.
Stuff we did,
Things we said.
Promises made,
Plans delayed.
Not one memory I want to forget,
My heart hasn't fully broken yet.
There's still a part that holds on tight,
And tells me things will be alright.
Sep 11, 2019
Sep 11, 2019 at 1:21 PM UTC
When the clouds part,
And the rain fades,
I'll remember your name.
When it's dark,
And nothing can be seen,
The memory of your smile will greet me.
When winter sets in,
And the temperature drops,
The warmth of your skin will be my thoughts.
You may never stand beside me again,
But the memories of what we where,
Will never leave..
Sep 11, 2019
Sep 11, 2019 at 1:17 PM UTC
What do I do,
With all the things I want to say to you.
Do I throw them out the door,
Spill them onto the floor.
Do I swallow my words,
Or let them sore like birds.
Should I whisper,
Let my words linger.
Should I hold them in tight,
Fight with them each night.
Should I tell you to your face,
Will there be a time and place.
A simply way to convey,
The things I want to say.
Where do I draw the line,
So I can stop wasting all this time.
Sep 11, 2019
Sep 11, 2019 at 1:13 PM UTC
Everyday,
A thousand words to say.
But in what way,
Can I display.
The way I feel,
To make it seem real.
Do I write you a letter,
Or post something on Twitter.
Whats on Facebook,
Would you look.
Something on Instagram,
Would you give a ****
What way do I express,
That I dont feel any less.
If I turned it into a song,
Would you sing along.
If I wrote it in the sky,
Would it be something you deny.
If it was written in the stars,
Or on the side of cars.
Would you trust the night sky,
Or the things that pass you by,
If someone pointed you to my poem,
Would you say, you dont know them...
Sep 11, 2019
Sep 11, 2019 at 1:06 PM UTC
When she falls asleep,
Her twitches as she drifts away,
That beauty, night, day
Sep 10, 2019
Sep 10, 2019 at 5:14 PM UTC
Loving you each day,
Yearning for you silently,
Is so deafening
Sep 10, 2019
Sep 10, 2019 at 5:06 PM UTC