#misjudgment
why do you fear, when i'm near?
i do not understand your fear
i'm not cruel, i'm not mean.
i only seek a lover to embrace,
to embrace them right beneath the evening sun.
i'm too scared to hold too tight.
to choke them with too much love.
i love too much, too much for anyone to bear.
it makes me miserable, sad and alone.
but i promise you i'm not mean, i'm not bad.
i'm only a man who needs love beneath evening sun
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 2:29 PM UTC
So many things to look at – pretty
Girls with short hair, long hair,
Brunettes and blondes
Short and tall – they have secrets
They’ve got them all
The nice ones, too stuck on plans
To ever be free, college and marriage
Is all the dreams the see
The tall ones, those with
Beautiful smiles and smoking bodies
Their lights blotted out by insecurities
But who of them will look through me
And who can see the person
That I’d truly wish to be
I stand here, waiting for something
In between it all; someone who
Sees me for that which I am
A girl that doesn’t run from the skeletons
In my Titanic-sizes closet
And doesn’t die from boredom
When I sit still, when times get calm
But I’ve been here before
And I loved my time here, yet
How could I even sit still
With the cries I hear at night
I'm clueless as to how to fall in love
I think it should have happened
At this point, or maybe even long before
My mouth and lips are on someone’s thighs
The cheap guitar I own, neglected in the corner
You and me, for now, is all there is
It won’t last long
Until I won’t see you
Just like you never
Truly saw me.
May 16, 2018
May 16, 2018 at 11:11 AM UTC
Bashed for my age
and my single-dom
I shrugged in carelessness
and slapped a smile on my face
Questioned for my actions
I hugged them and told them
to partake in conversation
that did not happen virtually
but physically
Shunned for my appearance
I loosened my untamed hair
and fixed my piercings
blew them a kiss
Miss-judged for my behavior
I lifted my drink and cheered them
for their ignorance
Ignored for my elation
I patted them on the back
hoping they'd only feel an iota
of what I feel, everyday
Punished for my recklessness
I begged them to see the world
through my eyes and how colorful
it would be
Insulted for my honesty
I opened their eyes
to their insecurities
that to me
are
truly
beautiful
Feb 11, 2016
Feb 11, 2016 at 8:25 AM UTC
I trusted, I believed,
Yet, I was mistaken,
I gave chances, I've forgiven,
Yet for granted, I was taken.
~A.d | 18 March 2015
Mar 25, 2015
Mar 25, 2015 at 2:20 AM UTC
My head isn't bare
So trouble i'm hiding
You assume
Under my scarf
Within my hair
Yeah, of course that's true
Because feelings i don't have
And to care i never do
WOW what some people
Sophisticated much
in wardrobe and appealing,
But how about
thoughts and some feelings?
Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 6:06 PM UTC