#ministry
If you looking for someone?
To tell your problems to.
Jesus is the one.
If you looking for someone?
To sit and advise without judgment.
Jesus is the one( To tell your trouble too).
We have counselors and friends with their own advice.
Some get them wrong and then some get it right.
How to change your ways?
If you looking for someone?
Who been through so much?
Jesus is the one(To help you)
If you're seeking a true friend?
That is there through thick and thin.
Jesus is the one(the one, the one, the only one)
He filled with so much joy.
His name brings happiness.
Oh, Jesus is the one
To call upon
Jesus is the one to forever praise.
Jul 26, 2020
Jul 26, 2020 at 11:58 PM UTC
I was a minor who grew up as part of the majority of minorities. Then I embraced a misfit lifestyle, believing Christ, the Messiah, holds all authority. I became a Marine and a married man receiving more responsibility. I'm becoming a medic, treating trauma and those who's lives need monitoring. In the midst of it all, my entire life has been molded by this common theme: ministry.
Not the religious type, but the genuinely authentic, legitimate kind; full of humble and authentic servants and leaders through community; Imperfect people pursuing positive change and holiness; its more than self-prosperity. I call this community of people, Church, and these members I call my family.
My life ain't perfect, but its been a blessing to live life despite dark days, receiving unearned and undeserving forgiveness, mercy, and grace. My hope can't be "proven" real or fake, its why its called faith. So may those who obey through faith bring peace, placing hope on display. I am nothing without God. My love for you comes from Love He sacrificially gave. My heart, mind, and soul are transformed and influenced by His perfect ways. May the One whose might cannot be matched receive glory and praise, for His ways have given me, a newly-shaped life, that is, the least to say... Im ever thankful. Amen [YAWEH]!
This is me. The medic-in-the-making, former Marine, Messiah's misfit from the mass of minorities - ministry molding my life, even in the midst of where I'm moved to next. I just want to obey, do, and be better for me, you, and future generations. There's really no harm in this. You could disarm the hostile hits. There's good news (the gospel message) and my past, present, and future are moved by it! Be blessed!
[MAKE YOUR MOVES]
9 Jan 19
0103hrs
Jan 9, 2019
Jan 9, 2019 at 9:55 AM UTC
The ability to take one step
Was all I could do
In the dark
When I felt alone
A mask over me
Hiding me and my truth
Taking one step
Choosing a direction
In the dark, cannot see
Trusting, hoping, believing
In the tiny speck of light
Barley visible, so small
Could be it isn't there at all
One step, then another
Speaking quietly
Unsure
Years.
Awakening one day in a new place
A good place
Hope
In something new
7 Aug 2018
Sep 16, 2018
Sep 16, 2018 at 10:37 PM UTC
This Pen
Upon a Blue Print Draw
A
House of Love
This Map Does Make
A
Writers Pen
In Hand is Held
A Silver Cross
Of Lands We Weld
May 31, 2016
May 31, 2016 at 12:07 AM UTC
People don't know it,
but I'm subtly overthrowing the world.
I'm in the process of rewriting reality;
of changing global paradigms.
Maybe people don't realize it,
but the world changes every day,
and so do they.
I'm a catalyst of that change;
I'm commissioned with vision;
I choose to follow.
People don't know it,
but I'm subtly overthrowing the world
with love.
Feb 25, 2015
Feb 25, 2015 at 11:32 PM UTC
I will no longer be named failure.
Failure was never my name.
I was sometimes exhausted
Sometimes sabotaged
Sometimes stretched too thin
But these things are not failure.
In the sharing of faith, to live authenticity is most important.
In my exhaustion I taught gentleness.
In my perseverance I taught strength.
In my stress I taught courage, patience, and faithfulness.
My name was never failure.
My curriculum was the act of living faith, of building trust, of relationships built in acceptance and care.
I was never a failure. I was important. I made a difference.
Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 10:19 PM UTC
You wanted me to make it bigger, brighter, more beautiful.
You thought noise would draw attention, keep energies focused. Sometimes it does.
I was doing something different. Building strength in the quiet of routine, in small choices that create habits that become virtue.
I was creating spaces for people to be who they were, in authenticity, and then to know they were loved. Connecting the acceptance of the community with the love of their Creator.
I was creating opportunities for people to share themselves, those things they loved, and the pain. In the sharing: God's provision manifold. Apprenticing people in the mundane and exciting walk of faith.
I was empowering people to lead, because in the leading was also the learning, creating a people who knew how to sustain themselves in faith. And in sustaining themselves they passed on their faith.
I was building confidence in the people, God's people, because confidence combined with authentic human living is unbelievably attractive. We want to know people who live in fullness. Then we want what they want. And that wanting leads people to faith.
I was building depth, stability, sustainability, strength, apprenticeship and faith. And the fruits of my labors show a community more alive in faith because of my work.
Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 10:16 PM UTC
I walked away today.
I needed to.
I am worth more than that.
And yet the pain runs deep.
The betrayal is still fresh.
I want to believe
the world, the church
is better than this.
My "Why" resounds
in the darkness --
hollow, alone, cold.
But I will keep asking--
WHY?
And I will keep walking.
The new life is just ahead.
I know it.
Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 12:56 AM UTC
When the world around me
feels like a black hole
Energy goes in
But does not come out
What does that mean?
How does God cal me to be
Gentle?
Humble?
I know patience is the key
But how?
Why?
What does this stagnation help?
How long must I wait --
To see gifts used more fully?
To move into the light?
How do I challenge myself,
encourage myself
To keep on,
to stay optimistic
to keep alive the passion?
How do I know
When to sit?
When to act?
How do I remain in patience?
I feel like I'm biding my time
waiting until things
"really happen"
And yet, I know God is working
Now
Forming me and others
How do I let the patience guide me?
Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 12:50 AM UTC
Jump when I say, “jump.”
No.
Why not?
I’ll jump when I’m ready.
No, jump now. I said, “jump.”
No.
I said, “jump.”
I know you did.
Then do it.
I said I’ll jump when I’m ready.
You’re fired.
I know.
Jump already.
When I’m ready.
The time had come, and she jumped.
You jumped.
I know.
Why?
You asked me to, and I was ready.
I don’t understand.
Oh, well.
Jump.
Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 12:48 AM UTC
What is it to live just below financial "self sufficiency"?
* Food assistance
* Energy assistance
* Medical assistance
and still having a hard time making ends meet.
* Enormous student loans to repay
* Mortgage payments near half our monthly income
* Old cars breaking down and needing repair
Two working parents
Can't afford childcare
Can't afford dental care
Can't afford so many things...
It's like being "almost" healthy --
well enough to live and
look normal
but every day taking a toll on the body
unseen
but there.
Bringing you down over time
so that one day when you CRASH
people wonder why.
You looked fine.
Just Below Sufficient is no place to be.
How do I help my children have advantages
I can't afford
that might keep them from this same situation?
What is it to be family
when work requires both
mother and father to be
single parents most of the time?
We are following our calls
Working hard
Doing the best we know how
YET -
at the edge of every day the stress
threatening to overtake us
Waiting for the days we will CRASH
and hoping for the miracle of
better pay for our work.
Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 12:45 AM UTC
I know that I need to prove myself
I know my experience is dwarfed by the height of some around me
but
I also know that wisdom dwells within me
and that I am not a "typical" twenty-five-year-old.
They hired me. They saw potential in me to accomplish great things.
I need them to trust the spark of potential they saw when they hired me
and
support me in fullness as I prove myself
to them
and to everybody else.
I need them to believe that I can accomplish
what I will accomplish
and for them to challenge me to take on things
they know I can do
and support me when I take on challenges
even when they think I will fail
being ready to encourage me to continue
even if I do fail
knowing that within me is the ability, the talent, the desire
to do what it is I need to do in this life
and supporting the person that I am
by supporting what I am called to do.
Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 12:42 AM UTC