#mindofthemelanous
You are walking through what seems to be a narrow hallway. Bodies stick to the walls, complacent with the space given, bumping shoulders, shaking hands, saying hi, saying goodbye.
You hold your school bag closer to your chest. There is a laptop in there-- pens and notebooks. Things you need. Things you cherish. And as time will not stretch, you make your way to class, do not worry, -- it will quickly pass.
The ceiling lights in the classroom are dull, dying, uninteresting. Bodies file in, breathing heavy, sighing heavy. As the florescence seems to keep you further away, it is dimming you as well, repressing, submitting-- only you cannot tell.
He speaks redundantly. Hands raise high-
do they even know what they are going to say?- you wonder this at every selection. He points to she and he and they. They who are chosen, loud and bold. He says "YES!- You are right ma'am. Let us begin to unfold."
Apr 27, 2016
Apr 27, 2016 at 8:53 PM UTC
unheard
unseen
unconscious
uninterested
unloved
unwanted
unbecoming
unable
unnamed
unattached
unattractive
unbounded
unchanged
I feel
all of these things
at once.
Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 1:06 AM UTC
When you look at me, what do you see?
*I see a transparent body, outlined by bold black
ink, a distant reflection of me*
You see nothing, yet you see me?
*I see nothing but those behind you and those walking through
your outline, yet I see who you should be*
If I were to disappear, what would you do?
*I do not know considering, you are not there.
You are like air*
If I am like air, can you feel me brush against your skin?
You are not as strong as the wind; you are like the air I breathe in
Why are you the only one who hears me?
I hear you because I am the mirror of your outline, I respond by showing you the truth of what you only choose to see
How do I fill myself in? Become visible and whole?
You find your true colors and escape into your soul
A.L.W.
Apr 13, 2016
Apr 13, 2016 at 12:46 PM UTC