#mentall
Me has podrido la carne,
ya fétida y flácida, atada
a esta infértil existencia.
Sin rebeldía alguna
me someto a tu yugo.
Derramemos mi sangre
y bailemos sobre mis
lágrimas en el fango.
Asqueados de este ente,
aniquilemos mi esencia.
Dec 21, 2019
Dec 21, 2019 at 1:08 PM UTC
It is dark
there is not enough sun here
to make you feel okay again
and you may be in the sunshine state
but your insides are the deep hollowed
the shadows cast on the cement
there is no reprieve
there is no intermission
there is just tired and exhausted and
falling too many times to count
constantly spiraling
constantly finding ways to survive
through this cycle
through this rough patch
it's the third time this week you've
cried yourself to sleep and its
only Tuesday morning
but somehow you remember that
even with each breaking feels like
so ******* close to the edge
that even though each falling feels
like you might never breathe again
somehow you remember that you
have been here so many times before
and there may be no reprieve
and there is definitely no intermission
but even though tired and exhausted and falling
you have survived this far
you may not be sure you'll ever
make it out of the shadows
but you're pretty **** sure
you'll keep on surviving anyway
Sep 15, 2018
Sep 15, 2018 at 10:29 PM UTC
Symptomatic time bomb.
Deluded delusions of ethereal projections,
A dissociated self of severe sorrow.
Louder now, the crooning calls,
The malevolent mayhem of voices.
Sleepless nights, onset insomnia.
A refuge from reality is lacking.
Dreams sent packing.
Nightmares walk.
People talk.
And time offers no relief.
Crawling inside, fear growing.
Fiendish thoughts, lethal insanity.
Scribe away, transference of pain.
Words trapped between pages,
A book of demons, all of them screaming.
Bound by a spine of mental failing.
Fold the latch, turn the key.
Bury this bastard's tale.
Rinse and repeat,
With each rising defeat.
And pray the delay of further tells,
These fortunes of the lost amd the broken.
Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 9:21 AM UTC
I am constraint
In a constraint body
I move from thought to thought
race between a permanent
solitude
I hear a screaming voice
and it´s my own
She´s screaming out my own
deepest secrets
Who did I tell my shame?
If not you
You keep me, in a confinement
locked in among my frustrated fears
morbidly amused by their strenght
I stay in here.
Where else would I go
If not back to you.
Apr 6, 2016
Apr 6, 2016 at 4:51 PM UTC
at last she lays still
how frigid and stiff she may be
I can never find a way to touch her
I still cannot escape the curves
You fill me in the middle of
a lonesome afternoon
From the shadows
rising to find my wounds
Against the rough embrace of heaven
flows my nightmares
How my fighting spirit will endure them all!
This is a time when
All I love wants to devour me.
Sep 20, 2015
Sep 20, 2015 at 4:06 PM UTC