#mechitzah
Your voice on the phone
is a provocation
Your appearance in the doorway later
is an incitement
It's not your fault
You merely exist
But it's too much for me to handle
So I ***** a wall
and even that is a provocation and an incitement
for I can't escape the knowledge of who's on the other side
with all my concentration
I redirect my thoughts away from this evil inclination
to ****** a secret peek that can't be secret
and I recoil in my guilt
asking forgiveness
from whom?
Sep 7, 2016
Sep 7, 2016 at 6:20 PM UTC