Ignorant, I felt confident
but since her later is earlier
than we thought when we signed
it suddenly comes

down to every ordinary day
to what is keeping me
from being nice to her

the love of my Yes
I do

I hesitate to repeat that
Her condition, our problems
I must knowingly forget
to be able to live

ordinary days, in love
with the promising uncertainties
in the hands of the filly

of my Yes
I do

Yes I do

To love you is light,

at the same time it is dark --


that you are so sick.