#mariyamxx - Hello Poetry

I found myself in wonderland, a false fairytale to be exact, i think i have lost my mind, but i hope i get back. I fell in a rabbit hole endlessly, my head is spinning vigorously, i think i am going crazy, so i ran and ran carelessly. Today i met the hatter, laughing over some matter, out of the blue he gave me a reminder, that this dream was a killer. Confused from the warning, i woke up from dreaming, i held my hands when it started trembling, for the things i don't remember doing.

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Mar 2, 2019

Mar 2, 2019 at 11:55 PM UTC

MariyaaaMxx

W O N D E R L A N D

I found myself in wonderland, a false fairytale to be exact, i think i have lost my mind, but i hope i get back. I fell in a rabbit hole endlessly, my head is spinning vigorously, i think i am going crazy, so i ran and ran carelessly. Today i met the hatter, laughing over some matter, out of the blue he gave me a reminder, that this dream was a killer. Confused from the warning, i woke up from dreaming, i held my hands when it started trembling, for the things i don't remember doing.

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The waves grew rough as the strings started to break my hands held too long that it started to bleed "Hold on.." i said as i felt his hands glide. "I can't.." he said as he removed my bleeding hands from his. "This boat is too small for two people, you have to let go." i felt the sinking of the boat as my tears started to fall i realized, maybe he was right.. I was too selfish for my own good that i forgot what mattered most.. HIM. The one i want to share my dreams with. HIM. The one i want to be with in the future.. Crestfallen and gradually i asked him. "Do you still.. love me?" Every word killed my very being, afraid of the words he'd say. He kept mum. I felt this queer feeling- the feeling of being worthless. My heart aching from so much pain. My hands throbbing from holding too long. Little did i know it was me. It was me who needed the saving. "You chose your dream and now you lose me." He looks over to his shoulder as he heard a yacht coming. And still, he chose to leave me at my worst.

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Mar 2, 2019

Mar 2, 2019 at 11:30 PM UTC

MariyaaaMxx

B O A T S part 1

The waves grew rough as the strings started to break my hands held too long that it started to bleed "Hold on.." i said as i felt his hands glide. "I can't.." he said as he removed my bleeding hands from his. "This boat is too small for two people, you have to let go." i felt the sinking of the boat as my tears started to fall i realized, maybe he was right.. I was too selfish for my own good that i forgot what mattered most.. HIM. The one i want to share my dreams with. HIM. The one i want to be with in the future.. Crestfallen and gradually i asked him. "Do you still.. love me?" Every word killed my very being, afraid of the words he'd say. He kept mum. I felt this queer feeling- the feeling of being worthless. My heart aching from so much pain. My hands throbbing from holding too long. Little did i know it was me. It was me who needed the saving. "You chose your dream and now you lose me." He looks over to his shoulder as he heard a yacht coming. And still, he chose to leave me at my worst.

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It was like becoming an ill, everything just wasn't well, the longer i tried to feel, every second feels like hell. And i tried to understand, all the words you said at hand, maybe it wasn't just what i expected, but believe me when i say, every lie stated my end. I almost forgot how reality felt like, whenever you make everything feel right, and as time continue to run vast, i remembered that not all things were meant to last.

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Mar 2, 2019

Mar 2, 2019 at 11:57 PM UTC

MariyaaaMxx

L I E S

It was like becoming an ill, everything just wasn't well, the longer i tried to feel, every second feels like hell. And i tried to understand, all the words you said at hand, maybe it wasn't just what i expected, but believe me when i say, every lie stated my end. I almost forgot how reality felt like, whenever you make everything feel right, and as time continue to run vast, i remembered that not all things were meant to last.

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