#manifestation
I call you back
like a siren,
ecstatic,
pulsing in sound waves
and colorful
spectrums of music.
I hold your hand in my mind,
grasping a tapestry of love
woven through the sands of time.
When I hear your voice,
the rhythm of a million heartbeats
keeps time with
the seamstresses of fate.
I feel
the ocean
and its secrets.
I sing
so you can hear me.
Mar 10
Mar 10, 2026 at 6:37 PM UTC
I sat across from a woman with candle smoke in her hair
and eyes like a church at Midnight
She shuffled the universe with soft, ruined hands
and I swear every card knew your name
I told her I came because the signs won't leave me alone
They scratch at my ribs
They crawl through my dreams
They spell you out in flickering neon, in dying prayers
She laid the cards like a funeral
Slow and holy
She says you know you hurt me
It hurts you just the same
a tear slides down my cheek
and the last five minutes I ever got of you
rise up in my throat like a ghost
I was never mad
I was just abandoned
if you knew how fast I forgave you
you would weep shame
I don't believe it wasn't real for you
If it was nothing
your absence would not feel this loud
your silence would not bruise
The way that it does
You liked me at least once, didn't you?
The woman says we have a soul tie
a black flame buried in our bones
We both carry it like a curse
you can feel it too
that's why you cannot sleep
that's why we both can taste the smoke
Last night grief came to me like a tide
All I could think about was you
I was happy before
now even my joy reeks of death
The woman keeps turning the cards
like she's peeling skin from the future
She says *I see him dreaming of you
I see him looking back*
and I wanted to scream
because I never stopped
I feel you
I dream of you
I hear you in the dead hours of the morning
sometimes I still speak to you
like you are buried beneath my bed
I don't know if this is the beginning of the end
or just another haunting
But I keep manifesting you every night
like a girl praying to a False God
Just one last time
I will be good, I swear
I will say I missed you, I confess
I will ask how your days have been, I promise
I will lay my heart down
on a cold silver altar
and let you take it
Break it again
that is fine
for you to be my ruin
my eternal damnation
is the only God
I have ever believed in
Jan 27
Jan 27, 2026 at 2:35 PM UTC
I think I’m going to marry you
I’ve lived it already in my head
the way the night hums when you touch me
how forever sounds like your kiss
on my collarbone
There’s a ring on my finger in a dream somewhere
crisp gold, devastatingly beautiful under candlelight
Your vows taste like wine and illustrious Sin
I’m not sure if it’s the future or a flashback
you, in a suit that fits like a secret
me, in something white that falls off one shoulder
In my mind we already have a life
a house that smells like cinnamon and rain
your jacket over my chair
a photo of us, slightly out of focus
the kind people think is accidental,
but I framed it that way on purpose
You kiss me and my body is an altar
-holy, breathless
every motion a promise I never asked you to make
etched into my skin, an everasking reminder
I know where our children will play,
the names we’ll argue about
how you’ll trace my spine in the dark
like you’re counting blessings
Let my body be your bible
It’s dangerous, isn’t it
how easily I build eternity out of a moment
You look at me and I swear I hear music
some swelling string section of fate
the whole universe leaning forward
to see if we’ll make it this time
I think I’m going to marry you
In some other world, I already have
The lights go down
the audience fades
and it’s just us
bare, endless, rehearsing forever
until the curtain finally falls
Oct 30, 2025
Oct 30, 2025 at 12:53 AM UTC
I used to trace constellations in parking lots
pretending the streetlights were galaxies
trying to tell me something greater lived beyond the curtain, too far past closing
Maybe they were right
For years, I mistook my own kindness for weakness
hope, for another cruel trick of desire
Every sign felt like static
a song half-tuned on the radio
I kept trying to translate the universe
but it was speaking in a language
I hadn’t lived enough to understand
And then there was you
Your name
the very same one I used to write
on the subject line of unrequited love letters, forever doomed to a box underneath my bed
None of them were for you
But now
That name will be the last on my lips
Hope is supposed to be a dangerous thing
It feels like the stars have been
collecting our fragments for years
assembling something I could never see
from the ground
Every wrong turn
every empty midnight drive
every almost
was a brushstroke
in a painting too wide for me to recognize
until now
You were written in the negative space
I just needed to learn
how to look for what was missing
Now I see it
how the colors bleed into one another
how every heartbreak was a necessary hue
I didn’t manifest you
I remembered you
I called you by every other name
until you answered
And when you did,
the sky finally exhaled
The stars, the ones I begged for meaning
they whispered
“See? It was always going to be this way.”
Oct 30, 2025
Oct 30, 2025 at 12:51 AM UTC
can't give all my energy
to my enemies
I gotta use it all up
to manifest my dreams
they check my energy
I'm not the enemy
but they don't wanna show me love
or be a friend of me
can't give all my energy
to my enemies
I gotta use it all up
to manifest my dreams
they check my energy
I'm not the enemy
but they don't wanna show me love
or be a friend of me
my thoughts really be sendin me
way off the deep end
manic through the week
then get depressed come the weekend
I mean good grief
you said you like rollercoasters
why you screamin?
like someone pulled a molar
out your mouth
while you were sleepin
or super soakers sprayed you
when it's freezin
this is what I'm used to
why you freakin
out so much
it's such a rush
but I can see you've had enough
please don't erupt
just leave I'm stuck
and wish me luck
I'm in control
I'm in control
Of my mind
And my body
And my soul
I'm in control
I'm in control
These might be lines
You should copy
So you know
We're in control
We're in control
And there's no way
That we'll ever let that go
I have control
You have control
Please don't forget it cause
I'm needing you to know
took a break
now I'm right back at it
now I'm right back at it
now I'm right back at it
tried to escape
but I'm right back at it
now I'm right back at it
always right back at it
I'm right back at it
I'm right back at it
the key to consistency
is making it a habit
so I'm right back at it
and I gotta keep at it
if I'm ever gonna manifest
the dreams out of my attic
so you know what we can't do
can't give all my energy
to my enemies
I gotta use it all up
to manifest my dreams
they check my energy
I'm not the enemy
but they don't wanna show me love
or be a friend of me
can't give all my energy
to my enemies
I gotta use it all up
to manifest my dreams
they check my energy
I'm not the enemy
but they don't wanna show me love
or be a friend of me
oh well...
Oct 21, 2025
Oct 21, 2025 at 9:58 AM UTC
I deserve love and laughter and joy,
I know how to get it I don't have to be coy
I can give love and friendship and kindness, without even thinking of it, so ingrained it's mindless
I can trust my intuition and the thoughts in my brain, I don't have to have someone else double check my every play
I can be successful and support myself
I don't have to dim my light and hide on the middle shelf
I get to choose how I live this life that is mine, and I'm choosing to indulge in everything divine
Jun 25, 2025
Jun 25, 2025 at 6:35 PM UTC
i move to the centre of that joy
and i am overcome by wholeness
like the full moon
illumined in my heart cave
may i be returned to that joy
today and every day
may i carry in my eyes
a glimpse of that fullness
i am a child of the
great moving force
i get back up right away
and continue to play
tonight i sow the seed
and tomorrow there shall be rain
all comes together
all over again
Jun 10, 2025
Jun 10, 2025 at 10:32 PM UTC
my thoughts are not the
manifestation of a
universe amen
Apr 29, 2025
Apr 29, 2025 at 11:38 PM UTC
"Each poem is a piece of manifestation writing."
Mar 22, 2025
Mar 22, 2025 at 6:33 AM UTC
sator
i am still here—
the eternal spark, the constant presence
amidst the whirlwind of thoughts and dreams.
i manifest success, forging my destiny
brick by brick with every cosmic “yes.”
arepo
in the mirror of raw ego and honest reflection,
i transmute every reeking flaw into fragrant power.
from the ashes of past mistakes
i sculpt myself—a masterpiece of perseverance,
refined like the best soaps, emerging renewed.
tenet
i hold fast to my celestial blueprint,
a generator with a capricorn flame,
a leo moon roaring for its rightful spotlight,
each heartbeat an invocation of divine order,
each breath a promise to the stars.
opera
in the theater of creation, i am both director and actor—
my life a symphony of passion and precision.
with every action, every well-earned victory,
i spin the wheel of destiny,
turning obstacles into stepping stones
that lead to realms of boundless light.
rotas
and as the cosmic cycle revolves,
i embrace the sator square’s eternal secret:
what is sown in the heart returns in glory.
i manifest success with every radiant step,
every choice a spiral that brings me closer
to the infinite horizon of my dreams.
i stand as a living constellation,
an alchemist of fate and fervor,
a poet of the universe—
and in this sacred square,
i claim my success,
now and forever.
Mar 20, 2025
Mar 20, 2025 at 1:46 AM UTC
Every Flower,
Has its own appointed hour.
The words you utter in secret,
Are heard upon God's ear.
Plant it in your mind's eye,
And nurture it in your heart's fire.
The signs will be soon to follow,
Bridging you to your desire.
Nov 6, 2024
Nov 6, 2024 at 2:20 AM UTC
I watch the rust gather.
And etch time into a stone.
Marking these moments until the bars erode.
I’ll bleed on my knees until my prayers are heard.
Incarcerate my flesh and bone,
Yet my mind is free to roam.
Nov 6, 2024
Nov 6, 2024 at 2:02 AM UTC
Live as if flying
Good things are coming your way
Goals within your grasp
Oct 28, 2023
Oct 28, 2023 at 5:17 PM UTC
Small caffe in the north Berlin
Suddenly unfamiliar presence walks in
Not a person just a silhouette
Small build, covered in black
However, smile that pierce everyone’s heart.
Who’s this person? I’m stunned.
She comes closer.
Waves and tries to say hi.
“Do I know you?” you open up your mouth
But no words come out.
Oh! I see. I get it.
Its manifestation of “you” from my mind.
Aug 21, 2023
Aug 21, 2023 at 11:34 AM UTC
i watch birds fly every day
i watch cars drive every day
i watch planes soar through the sky every day
i watch people falling through the ground every day
a few times a week i see children morph into nightmares
a few times a month i see my friends walk through walls
every so often i can smell a church burning down somewhere
every once in a while everything goes quiet
all the colors around me shift either 4 shades darker or 2 shades lighter
lighter
i want to be lighter
i want to be able to lift off the ground just like the birds
i want to be so light that i can slither through molecules
as thin as a paper
i want to walk through walls
i want to morph into something scarier than my nightmares
i want to remember what it feels like to not be scared of falling through the floor
i want to burn down a church
and then cry and beg for forgiveness at the feet of the lord
i had to, i'm sorry.
it was the only way to feel like he's truly gone.
i want to be high on the feeling of screaming at the top of my lungs.
but i can't find anything that raises me up enough to feel that.
diphenhydramine morphs children into nightmares.
dextromethorphan makes people fall through the ground and walk through walls
the devil himself makes me remember the smell of a
church
burning
down
but i've never seen a church burn down
perhaps it's just my mind manifesting my thoughts into physical sensations
Mar 17, 2023
Mar 17, 2023 at 12:34 AM UTC
I have spent my whole life attempting to find the sun.
So, that I may have a source of light,
In this dark tunnel that I inhabit,
Which is defined as my life.
But it was not until I halted my journey that I realized,
The world's brightest stars need darkness to shine.
Mar 1, 2022
Mar 1, 2022 at 7:10 PM UTC
I found a place of solitude inside my mind,
Self reflection teeters on the line.
I speak my affirmations, shaping my manifestations,
Satisfaction on the road to attraction.
Through universal connection, I feel it rise,
Flowing gently through my consciousness.
I am your daughter, twin flame, friend,
Teacher or lover, it doesn’t matter
For we are all made of stardust and matter,
And that is the piece that truly matters.
Jun 8, 2021
Jun 8, 2021 at 12:43 PM UTC
I wish you had proved me wrong
Deep within my conciousness
I floated
Opening every door I came across
All of the forseen options
like chess moves
Knowing all of this, I'm too in-tune
I manifested this outcome
Without even wanting to
Thats the hidden side of being concious
You manifest what you think
I was thinking of you
Now the challenge is to grow
Untainted
Apr 11, 2021
Apr 11, 2021 at 2:43 AM UTC
I didn't know what love was
so I asked you to tell me
"There are no guidelines or laws
Love is boundless and free"
I inquired about effect and cause
"If it is desired, it will be"
and after a dramatic pause
I felt it
to a certain degree
Jan 23, 2021
Jan 23, 2021 at 4:16 AM UTC
The Other Side
Look through me so that I can see you
naturally
Surprise me
Do not hinder your reveal
I appreciate your humanness
The blood that sings when you think of me in golden evenings
I know.
That you can hear me learning
I feel your brain’s creativity on my spine
That is beauty speaking to the core
Growing one breath at a time
before we meet again
Dec 28, 2020
Dec 28, 2020 at 9:25 PM UTC
The Pyramid is the Messenger
of the Spirit world after we pass on.
We all must resolve to consecrate
our actions to the Pyramid there.
The Orb is the handmaid that
every soul is given for its care.
Dec 22, 2020
Dec 22, 2020 at 4:03 PM UTC