#lustre
swimming with horses,
running with dungeons,
playing with dragons,
hiding behind a fake forcefulness,
like a synthetical lioness,
that artificialness,
fake greatness,
fake lustiness,
fake lustre, lying on them
like a mattress, or
with covered up, less
than what really up to
in them minds
Jan 27, 2023
Jan 27, 2023 at 1:13 PM UTC
For the days when you feel like,
there is nothing left for you to feel.
As though the whole universe had come together
To conspire against you
And take away all that’s left of you.
For the nights when you feel
Heavy and restless
From the weight of your eyelids
that has seen too much.
Entertaining the repetitive dialogues
in your head that never ceases.
Unsettled.
You live your life
with a series of misunderstandings
And the concept of happiness
has never seem so
foreign to you.
This is for you.
You struggle to find meaning;
Any purpose or reasons to
live this life for one more day
When it hurts most to even breathe.
But darling,
I promise you that one day
The universe will be kinder and
You will find so much love that
You shall be whole again.
Those days you spent in the dark;
The nights that consumed you whole
And the mornings that arrived late in pieces
reflects nothing but your courage
to carry on, to travel further.
This one is for you.
One day,
The warm sun will rise and
days will no longer seem dull and long.
The hurt will be over.
And you, will lustre.
You will be okay.
Eventually.
Mar 23, 2017
Mar 23, 2017 at 11:52 AM UTC
I cried, bent, and got burned but I stood up and spoke my mind.
I never deserved to be treated like trash
Because I **** you not when I say I am a diamond.
I am a diamond that you threw away.
Guess what?
I'll fuckin' shine my luster so that you'll go blind.
I'll fuckin' shine.
Aug 9, 2015
Aug 9, 2015 at 9:21 AM UTC