#lowkie
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I salute you for raising me on your own
Through blood, sweat and tears
Look mom I'm still here
Look mom I'm all grown
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I have some issues I have to get through
But I don't want them affecting you
My dreams, my thoughts, my poetry
It may all sound like a mess to you
But I feel like God sent me with a message
And delivering it is something I have to do
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I'm sorry if I didn't turn out as you expected
But in this world
You always got to make room for disappointments
I'm sorry if I didn't turn out as you expected
But in this world
I felt rejected
I did not become suicidal
Because that's what expected
I became a story teller
Now I feel accepted
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Lowkie ©
Thoughts Of A Quiet Mind ©
#happymothersday 🌹🌺
May 9, 2021
May 9, 2021 at 3:51 AM UTC
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Hey you
Did anyone ever tell you you're beautiful?
With all your flaws and mistakes
Your imperfections is what makes you great
Your inner beauty is something they can't take
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Hey you, yes you
Did anyone ever tell you that you're cool
Don't let anybody make you feel like a fool
I know this world can be cruel
Don't let them get to you
Believe in yourself
That's the number one rule
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I know how it feels to be degraded
The judgment was weighing heavy on me
I started getting faded
I couldn't look at myself in the mirror
All I saw was what the world had concluded
I'm still struggling to let go of that illusion
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Lowkie ©
Mar 17, 2021
Mar 17, 2021 at 5:42 AM UTC
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How did I end up loving you?
Is it the way you move?
Looks you're ready to conquer the world
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The same world that bought me pain
The same world that wanted me to change
The same world that made me feel like a caged bird
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I love you cause you conquered my world
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How did I end up loving you?
Is it the way you speak?
Your voice acts like my anxiety meds
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Every time you speak
Another voice in my head goes to sleep
That means one less suicidal thought
That means one more demon defeated
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I love you cause there's nothing
That heals me like you do
Lowkie®
Mar 12, 2021
Mar 12, 2021 at 6:22 AM UTC
It's temporary, yet we seek it.
It's forbidden, yet we lust it.
It's deadly, yet we crave it.
It's addictive, yet we "experiment".
It's disappointing, yet we never learn.
It's surprising, yet we rush it.
It's tasteless, yet it's fills us.
It's dreadful, yet it's unexplainable.
It's spiteful, yet it's addictive
Mar 9, 2021
Mar 9, 2021 at 3:08 AM UTC
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I write my pain on a piece of paper
Hoping to forget it later
They told me it would make me stronger
But all it did was get me addicted to the torment
Now all I ever think about
Is how to write my pain in different formats
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The reactions I get for my thoughts are crazy
Don't get me wrong
I like the attention, it motivates me
Poetry has changed me
People say I'm beast with a pen
But really I'm just basic
I got people praying that I make it
I'm just praying I don't go crazy
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I write my pain on a piece of paper
Hoping to forget it later
"How do you still feel alone
When people are telling you they're going through the same thing?"
That's what changed me
While others rate me
I pray we don't go past the point of 'no saving'
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Lowkie®
Feb 22, 2021
Feb 22, 2021 at 2:42 AM UTC
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Let me take you to another place
We can call it out of space
Let me take you to the stars
A place where you belong
A place where you won't feel pain any longer
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Roll a blunt and get high
Sit back and enjoy the flight
As we watch trouble pass us by
There is beauty in your red eyes
I can see the pain hidden in your eyes
This is a safe space to cry
Please don't be shy
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Let me take you to a place called Kloud 9
We can watch the stars align
And take that as a sign
That all dreams come true here at Kloud 9
And we will be fine
As we slip on some fine wine
And continue to shine
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Lowkie ®
Feb 20, 2021
Feb 20, 2021 at 1:33 AM UTC
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I wish I could go back in time
To tell that little boy it's okay to cry
Pour your heart out until
Your tears go dry
Because it will hard to move forward
If you don't give 'letting go' a try
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I wish I could go back in time
To tell that little boy to practice his rhymes
Perform to your friends in your free time
I know you got a lot your mind
But no matter what the voices say
You never stop the climb
To reach your prime
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I wish I could go back in time
To commit a crime
By changing what happened in the past
And alter the present
In hopes of a better future
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Lowkie®
Feb 19, 2021
Feb 19, 2021 at 5:57 PM UTC
One rose for the loved ones we lost
Through memories
You will forever live on in our thoughts
In our hearts
We carry the lessons you taught us
Through our mouths
We speak the language you spoke
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Another rose for our silent soldiers
With scars that show physically
From wars that they fight mentally
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People labelled them as crazy
Parents often refers to them as lazy
As they sit under the palm trees
Dazed off the purple haze
Wondering through their mental maze
Searching for a mental escape
Hiding behind a smile and "I'm okay thanks."
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Lowkie ®
Feb 17, 2021
Feb 17, 2021 at 11:24 PM UTC
To whom it may concern
When I die
Light up my body and let it burn
I wish the tables could turn
I pray I die and return
Because this is not me
This is not who I hoped to be
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To whom it may concern
Know that I'm going to a better place
A place where I can be free
A place where I can be me
A place with no past
A place with no future
A place with no hate
A place with no jealously
A place of peace
A special place for people like me
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To whom it may concern
I'm killing myself but not physically
I'm killing the person who they thought I would be
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Lowkie®
Dec 23, 2020
Dec 23, 2020 at 2:25 AM UTC
My intuition is telling me there'll be better days
I sit in silence and meditate
While smoking on some purple haze
Writing poems hoping people will be amazed
My head is like maze
Lost in my own thoughts
If I let you in, you'd be dazed
Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 7:45 AM UTC
Yeah I have family
Yeah I have friends
But what's the point
If it feels like none of them cares
Maybe I'm in my head again
Maybe it's just a figment of my imagination
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I could be alone for hours long
No human contact
No sense of belonging
Not feeling the need to please people
Or reach out to people
Some might say this sounds evil
But I'm fine with the monsters in my head
Sometimes they can be peaceful
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I feel alone
I live in a bubble of my own
That's how I've survived
That's how I've grown
Surrounded by tall walls that hardly crumble
Some days feels like the Royal Rumble
Some days feels like my life is about to tumble
Yet I try so hard to be humble
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Lowkie®
Dec 11, 2020
Dec 11, 2020 at 1:57 PM UTC
Mary Jane here we go again
Just me and you on this private plane
We hit a few turbulents from the ****
But we were able to maintain and came back strong
We should not be doing this
But how can something so right be so wrong
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And now we are faded
Out of space, this world we evaded
On a new level, we evaluated
Inner peace, we mediated
Inner circle, no blunts rotated
Mental peace, we medicated
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Mary Jane here we go again
On this journey, you and I
I was lost until you heard my cries
And as we watch how time flies
I no longer feel lonely with you by my side
Take me along on your ride
As you cruise through my mind
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Lowkie ©
Dec 5, 2020
Dec 5, 2020 at 11:50 AM UTC
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I had my eyes on you for a while now
I'm confessing my feelings to you
I think it's about time now
Maybe it was your smile
Maybe it was your light brown eyes
Or maybe how your light skin makes the world shine
That twisted my tongue and
Had me at lost for words
And left me here thinking
How I never told you
I had all these feelings for you.
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Lowkie
Dec 2, 2020
Dec 2, 2020 at 1:45 PM UTC
You and I
We see the world through the same eyes
When you cry, I cry
When you smile, I smile
When you say jump, I ask how high
Together we shine like the stars in the sky
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You and I
We walk this Earth together
No matter the storm, no matter the weather
In you I found treasure
No scale could measure
Much more valuable than gold
This type of love is rare
Or so I've been told
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You and I
Me and You
Been praying for someone like you
And now my prayers came true
We both know the world can be cruel
But we got each other so it's cool
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Lowkie ©
Dec 1, 2020
Dec 1, 2020 at 1:07 AM UTC
Smile because
Someday everything will be okay
Might not be today but one day so
In the meantime
Live life and
Exist in the moment
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Lowkie ©
Nov 30, 2020
Nov 30, 2020 at 6:10 PM UTC
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These walls are closing in tight
With you gone
Nothing feels aright
Maybe I should put on a fight
But you were ready to take a flight
Straight out of my life
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I told you everything
We were heading to better things
I even thought of buying you a diamond ring
For me it was love
For you it was just a fling
Save me from my feelings
You leaving hit me harder then you think
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Life goes on
See that's the thing
What's life gonna be
Without the comfort you bring
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Lowkie®
Nov 28, 2020
Nov 28, 2020 at 1:20 AM UTC
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Early morning I wake up
As the morning sunlight
Shines so bright
Its time to gather all my might
To make through another day
Morning prayer
Hoping that when I die
I'll see the light
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During the day
Pretend that everything is alright
Rolling up a white paper
Just to catch a flight
Daydreaming of new poems
That I want to write
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Every night I lay on my bed
Another battle I have to fight
Can't seem to rest my eyes
Cause my thoughts are loud
All through the night
Another sleepless night
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Lowkie®
Nov 27, 2020
Nov 27, 2020 at 2:47 PM UTC
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I see ghosts
No, not the ones you see in horror movies
No, not the ones that possess and use people as hosts
These ghosts belongs to the skeletons in your closet
The ones you try to hide while looking for closure
The ones you wish would just disappear.
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I hear voices
With your thoughts so loud, it's not like I have much of a choice
Some are crying out for help
Some are telling me how you got hurt by these boys
Some are confused
Some are telling begging me to tell you to stop using these girls as toys
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I feel things
From a mere handshake to intense eye contact
I feel those feelings you try to hold back
I feel the anxiety attack
The weight you carry on your back
The depression relapse
As you hide behind that smile
So that no one else sees that
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I feel your happy feelings too
Those butterflies you get when you see your boo
That blissful moments when you're with the crew
I feel that too
But while walking around in your shoes
I sometimes forget I still have to wear mine too
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Lowkie ®
Nov 27, 2020
Nov 27, 2020 at 2:04 AM UTC
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Life is moving at a different pace
Physically I'm here
Mentally I'm in a different place
A place where everything makes sense
A place where there's no rules to bend
A place where I feel safe
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Lately I've been in a different space
Lost in my thoughts
I don't want to be traced
Because outside
Outside
All the bad things are waiting to take place
Things that I'm not ready to face
But inside
Inside
I feel safe
You left me alone
But I found my happy place
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Lowkie®
Nov 22, 2020
Nov 22, 2020 at 1:32 PM UTC
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Why don't parallel lines ever meet?
Is it because they are too similar
And if they ever could meet
The one will fit the other
And they would be complete
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Maybe life never intended for them to meet
I mean look at Adam and Eve
Two half's of which made one whole
Made one mistake
That would spiraled the world out of control
God probably saw it wasn't good and he said no more
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But it leaves me to question
People who found their other halfs
What secret do they know that we don't
Or do they get to happy and we don't
If so then where did we go wrong
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When I look at you
I see the mirror image of me
When I think of it
Together we can set each other free
But maybe life never intended for us to be
And just like parallel lines
Maybe we're not supposed to meet
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Lowkie ®
Nov 22, 2020
Nov 22, 2020 at 12:16 PM UTC
Everybody wants change
But not everyone wants to change
Nov 22, 2020
Nov 22, 2020 at 12:01 PM UTC
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Hold me closer
I feel like I'm losing myself
I feel I'm getting colder
As I grow older
I realise my life has no order
Or maybe it has
I'm just not the controller
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Hold me closer
I feel my heart becoming colder
I don't see the need to cry on someone's shoulder
I write down my feelings hoping for some closure
People think I do poetry for exposure
Really I'm just trying to numb the pain
And keep the tears away
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Hold me closer
For years I've been called a loser
Now I'm stuck with the voices in my head
I want them to shut up so bad
Just so that I could go to bed
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Lowkie®
Nov 22, 2020
Nov 22, 2020 at 10:04 AM UTC
Love Poem
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It's been a minute since I've been here
In my feelings cause lately I didn't care
Much about love
Much about being curved
Lately I haven't been in love
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You left with my heart
So I had to create a new one
Through my crafts and art
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Ever been in a crowd
And feel like you're the only one
Ever felt so empty
And everyday is a constant battle
Between your mind and inner self
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The title is "Love Poem"
Lately I haven't cared much
Since my queen left her throne
I removed all your pictures from my phone
But it's time I removed your memories
From my mind
Set myself free and focus on loving me
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Lowkie®
Nov 22, 2020
Nov 22, 2020 at 7:53 AM UTC
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We all need something
Something to feel
Something that's real
Something that helps deal with pressure of life
Some people pop pills
Some people smoke ****
Some people drink alcohol until they can't feel
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There are people who think they're clean
People who don't substances
Great life choice
But you're still hooked on something
L.O.V.E
The deadliest drug of them all
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I tend to think I know life
I tend to think I'm in control
I tend to relapse and smoke ****
Just to escape to my little world
There's too much to deal with
In the real world
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Lowkie®
Nov 22, 2020
Nov 22, 2020 at 12:51 AM UTC
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She had no snake heads as hair
But when she walks in
You could sense the danger in the air
She would turn your heart to stone
And walk away like she didn't care
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People asked me why my heart was so cold
I froze and couldn't speak on what happened
The story remains untold
People asked me why aren't we together
I froze and couldn't speak on what happened
The nature of our relationship to me remains unknown
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Madusa did what she was destined to do
And I fell for her hook, line and sinker
How could I be such a fool
I was just a student of the game
And Madusa took me to school
She left me broken in two, what a shame
Looking back, I see nothing was the same
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Lowkie ®
Nov 21, 2020
Nov 21, 2020 at 11:13 PM UTC