#lovespell
You
I keep circling your name like a wound I can’t stop touching
You appear in dreams half-lit by guilt
hands in your pockets
eyes like the edge of a mirror
You ask me what’s wrong
and I say nothing
but my whole body is confessing
I don’t know what to do to make you like me better
Every version of myself keeps dying
just to resurrect into something you might hold longer
You make me rewrite my skin
make me crave the ache of your attention
the way it burns like a prayer unanswered
And then there’s him
He texts at midnight
asks what I’m wearing
and I show him
Not because I want to
but because it’s easier than saying
I want you instead
He gives me everything you withhold
fills the silence with want
with words that drip like honey into the cracks you made
He touches me through the screen
and I let him,
pretending it’s you behind the static
He says my name
and it trembles like it means something
You say my name and it sounds like a warning
I don’t know which of you is real anymore
He arrives when he wants me
you arrive when I’m dreaming
You haunt the places my hands go
when the wanting starts to hurt
He feeds the hunger
but you are the hunger
You say you hate sharing
But disappear when I want you
But I can feel it
the way your silence claims me
the way your jealousy crawls under my skin
and sets up camp in my ribs
You don’t want me
but you don’t want me all to yourself either
And I
I want you to own me
To lock my heart behind your teeth
to brand your name across my pulse
to fill me until there’s no space left for confusion
I want your love, your anger, your exhaustion
all of it- even the parts that hurt to hold
But when he touches me
my body hums the song you taught it
Every tremor whispers your name
It’s cruel,
how you can be everywhere
except here
So I conjure you
Every night
in candlelight or in the glow of my phone screen,
I call your spirit to me
Come to me
Sometimes it works
Sometimes I think I feel your hand around my hips,
your breathing in time with my heartbeat
And sometimes
it’s him instead
real, warm, wanting
And I let him
because the spell of you never breaks
and I need something
to believe in
while I wait for you
to love me
Oct 30, 2025
Oct 30, 2025 at 12:41 AM UTC
first time I saw you
was in a vision
so when I saw the familiar light in your eyes
it grabbed my attention
did I bake you up in a dream
how are you everything you seem
love at first sight, alright
I wanna be game
knew you were coming
left the door open
no words need spoken
have finally broken
our love chains
set me free
You know who you are
this game is our art
the act of remembering
pondering who you are
wondering why you visit this dimension
why aliens grab your attention
all the answers lay within
private bliss den
every thought ever written
level up, Neo
forget reminiscing
the unknown is calling
a daydream for good reason
knowing tomorrow
always the illusion
privacy a myth
you'll reach the same conclusion
take the red pill
grab a shovel
find your dig-nity
give till you become We
each kiss expands me exponentially
the only thing keeping you from me
is I have to accept this is my reality
Baby,
You gotta tell me.
Please, honey. Darlin. Bae.
Did my mind womb bake you in a dream completely? How are you everything you seem?
That's it. Surrender
Now I believe in the Light
cause the Lawrd naw
I just fell in love at first sight!
yes, I know there's so many roads this could blow
trust me
let's go to a new town
protect our vibe
I am in the Light and Lawrd knows I believe in love at first sight
God oh Mary oh my good Harlequin. Can I get an Amen for this goddess worshipping session?!
Frida, our soul sister.
I call Kwan our the lady of the Yin
Magdalyne! Where you been, my fierce maiden girlfriend?
Buffy the Slayer and all my guides,
MJ we forgive you, use your light to unite the tribes.
Chad Boseman we know you're with Us
plus sirens of love,
Rumi and Shams all the cosmic lover aliens sent from above
come ****** your glory on We!
For we have fell in love and wish to accept Loves Fulfillment as our divine quest!
Oh to believe
receive this oh Lords
I need a witness.
Blessed be. We will pray to any holy trinity
please
Us and Gods, you know we're all the same matter
so this is something I really want MAKE IT MATTER!
If I'm creating all of this, and I'm We and Us and He is me and the flicker in his pupil is part of said We
Then can we all agree that this is the best feeling sauce and the past is the past and now we know we can let it in! The chase was so fun and now we are ready to swim.
Across all ancestral ties all soul dimensions
throughout all space and time
We bring to the surface anything that may block or deny
our love at first sight
our one true love from existing in the here and now
anything real or imagined, anything we may have previously created that would conflict with this new desire and passion
We uncreate, delete and alchemize here through the void.
We call upon the most romantic energy
the divine oneness of the we
we know we wrote this story with thee
we pray for ease, grace and harmony.
Thank you for co-creating with us
this adventure
the one that's our utmost romantic encounter
no repeats only new waves of love's passion
we'll read this again if we ever feel out of fashion.
Home is where we stand in the womb of the greatest game.
Thank you for playing with Us, gods and unicorns. We'll pick one of you to name our first born.
Love you, Us, Me and the We.
Dec 2, 2020
Dec 2, 2020 at 8:02 PM UTC
In a memory, in a postcard, in a corner, in my mind.
I tuck it there and wrap it well
old newsprint to mark its date.
In a bottle, on the bottom, in the lake, in winter,
I ship it there and throw out anchor
and watch it as it bobs.
In a place I won't remember
as soon as I remember to forget you-
I'll have shelved you
and stocked you
inventoried and packed you.
And then I'll say,
"just where did I leave that thing,
that heart of mine?"
And then I'll say,
"What was that thing I remembered to forget?"
In a thought that I won't think of you
when I think enough to think again
Is where I'll banish you to.
Yes, In the that place where the lost things
stay lost.
In that place where broken pieces stay broke.
I will take you
and your soft way-
long kiss, tired eyes, weary heart.
No. No, I'm remembering again.
Infested.
I'm infested.
Sahn
9/18/14
Sep 19, 2014
Sep 19, 2014 at 7:58 PM UTC