#lovepain
Who was the one that claimed
All that seen when in love would glow?
It was always the opposite that I ever saw
Even things that made me smile before
Would wither away burnt by mere yearning
I would see clouds on a sunny day
And scortching heat on a rainy one
Whatever they did would decide my truth
Whatever I did to escape would just be in vain
To be blinded by love is not a pretty thing
The eyes would scar, wound and finally rot
To tie your happiness around someones wrist
Is the worst way to be in peace
The jerks pulls and sways would **** your dreams
And you would still smile in pain without shame
To be in love is one of the hardest games
There is no happiness or beauty in that phase
So who was the one who saw beauty in love
For I would love to correct that fool once and for all
Oct 19, 2025
Oct 19, 2025 at 8:52 PM UTC
I can't keep going like this, Tired, as though each breath might be my last. The threads unravel; I feel myself slip, Living has lost its flavor, its joy, its grasp. I wish I could rewind the clock, To times where wonder painted my skies. But now, I can't be who I long to be, The truth in my heart remains disguised. Who am I? Who are we? Where do we go, and what is our purpose? Questions swirl in the heavy air, Answers seem distant, hidden, or worthless. I can't bear this weight anymore, A soul adrift in a storm's endless roar.
Nov 20, 2024
Nov 20, 2024 at 3:59 PM UTC
The carnivorous butterflies in one's belly show it all, and the deeper you fall in love the more organs these things eat, so don't go asking why I don't have a heart.
Nov 17, 2021
Nov 17, 2021 at 12:37 PM UTC
ONE PAINFUL❌
MORNING☀
I
WAKE
UP🌅
THERE WAS NO SUNSHINE🌤
THERE WAS NO SOUND OF BIRDS🐦
EVERYTHING
IS
JUST
PAUSE😑
LIFE IS JUST HET UP⏰
I WANT TO DIE✖
I WANT TO CRY💥
BUT
NOTHING
WAS
THERE
TO
ONLY
ME WITH MY 💔
❤❤❤
Jun 13, 2020
Jun 13, 2020 at 10:10 PM UTC
moving on
can i just turn it on
these wheel of faith
the massive pain
inside the hole of my heart
curling around in every part
will it fade
thus it made
of love
of hope
Coz i aint getting anymore heartbreak
I will not settle for anything fake
i am made for loving
made for liking
Getting by while smiling
i won’t keep running
I will leap
anytime of the year
just to feel your lip
and you beside me so near
Xo
Feb 29, 2020
Feb 29, 2020 at 10:18 PM UTC
Haha i lied
I tried to hide
I am just so tired
Of crying
I kept the facade up
Really believed myself
When i said
I wasnt bothered
yet i stood there
My heart breaking
At each word she said
About laying in that bed
With you
Seeing you
Ignoring me
And wanting her
Talking to her
Like you did me
It wasmt just jealousy
But pure hurt
Now I cry
And i ask why
******* why
Everyone makes me die
A little more each time
My heart really hurts
How cruel to me
You didnt have to be
I was happy with what we had
You pushed me away like trash
And she took my feelings
And ripped them apart
Ruthelssly she came at me
Eyes wide open shamelessly
Telling me her exploits
As she stomped on my heart
In front of everyone
I smiled as she pounded
Twisted and churned
With a burning sledge
Maybe a bulldozer
It hurt more then anything
Yet i smiled becuase
What can i do
Jokingly tell you off
Is about all i can manage
Becuase it doesn't matter
To anyone but me
Lets face it
I'm nothing
Replaceable to all
Everyone waits for my fall
They see me crawl
And hit so many walls
They all laugh
Hurting me is ok
Beating my face in
In the middle of the day
It's cruel and unsual
But for me it's normal
Everyone watches
Noo ne cares
I'm in pain
I expected this
I did think of course
That when you moved on
You'd be a bit kinder
Then taking full force
And ripping me in half
Its okay
I'm sure you're a great guy
It's just me
My eyes
They speak to people
They tell everyone
To hurt me
In the sickest ways
I must have a price to pay
With god
I don't get normal
I get eternal damnation
And I'm still alive
When i see her face
Smiling with yours
My heart doesn't just break
It sinks
Into a dark hole
Taking my life and soul
The rest of my body
Falls angry and stabs
Stab
Stab
Stabs
Until i can't breathe
But i didn't want to cry
Therefore i drank
Because the poison
Soothed the anger
Id rather poison myself
Then let it out
Yet a song played
I wrote the words out
In my diary
And each mark
I put down
Reminded me
And brought a smile
Into a frown
Each memory escaped me
And then returned
Darker and unsettled
Now they hurt
But
Theyre in pen
I can shred the paper
Theyre still written
Even blowing through
The wind
So each mark i made
With each memory i tear
broke free
Now here i am
1am and I'm crying alone
The worst part is
Im so used to this
Yet it always hurts more
Each
*******
Time
I was so happy
I wore yellow
The day after
You touched my heart
Now i remember
Yellow was never
My color
I only know
Deep blue
The yellow is raining
The rain won't stop
It's cold and hailing
I keep failing
Everything
The storm is breaking
Im in it and shaking
The ground is quaking
Inside it's aching
Deep inside
That yellow dress
Is torn and bruised
My fingers bled too much
To fix it
I'm so sorry.
My pain never goes away
Im so sorry
The endless crying won't stop
Im so sorry
You hurt me
And I can't
Stop
Missing
You
Im sorry
I'm a fool
Mar 19, 2019
Mar 19, 2019 at 1:25 AM UTC
Although it hurts ..,
We **** our way to heaven
Just to be with the person
We love
I feel so unsure
Should I trust people ?
How to trust another person
If i can't trust myselfrself ..
How to fall in love with you ,
If I don't even know what love is
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 2:50 PM UTC
Tick Tock, Tick Tock
The minutes pass
You don't call
Buzz, Buzz
The message sounds
You don't text
Whimper, Whimper
The tears fall
You don't care
May 28, 2018
May 28, 2018 at 8:55 PM UTC
O', my despondent Love!
You were the Prayer;
Nebulous to these eyes
Illegible to these lips,
You were the prayer
With the Verses,
That my Heart Recited
Every Divine night,
When Those Tranquil Rays of Moon
Embraced the Rising Waves Of Ocean,
When The Zephyrs
Caressed The Earth,
When the Galaxies
Slumbered in the Lap of Universe;
Listening to the Lullabies of Silence,
You were the Prayer, Whose Verses-
Were indited by the Crimson Ink
Of my Pen,
Yes, you were the Prayer of my Life,
That fulfilled the Wish
Of Igniting the Candle of Rue,
In the Temple of-
Euthenia,
On the Lands of Famines!!
Sep 24, 2017
Sep 24, 2017 at 4:33 AM UTC
And now I consume myself,
Because it now only
Mimics the filthy past;
Drinks from the river of pain,
To become the sea of pain;
Open its arm wide,
To embrace grief;
Veil itself with darkness,
To slumber in silence;
Hums the hymn of life,
To deter death,
When they are the twin soul,
Merging into each other;
Wants to stand naked in the winds,
To get fondled with hopes-
That have been buried
Long ago beneath the white snow,
In the mountain top,
To shower
Dreams of eternity,
To the meek hearts;
Dancing in the rhythm
Of sorrow,
To sail through
Today,
To tomorrow,
To meet the shadow,
That walks with the spirit
Of soul,
For the sake of love;
To lie in rest,
With the moaning dust,
Beneath the earth!
Sep 24, 2017
Sep 24, 2017 at 4:29 AM UTC
He opened the door
of the cage
and freed her
from his imprisonment.
And he forgot
that a bird
without wings
can no longer
fly.
- n. ib
Jul 10, 2017
Jul 10, 2017 at 2:36 PM UTC
*I am loved.
I was loved.
I will be loved.*
- qyf
Oct 10, 2015
Oct 10, 2015 at 2:04 AM UTC
The fire
That was lit
On our first
Hi and Hello
Had been
Extinguished
With our last
I love you.
-qyf
Aug 1, 2015
Aug 1, 2015 at 9:27 AM UTC
Despair was her name
welcoming death was the game
one shade brown turn to gold
her heart was so stone cold
her black hair flew around her face
she knew she was in much disgrace
her long red dress revealed her soul
her darkness she knew could not be sold
her lover left her high and dry
sought her for a time
yet so eloquent she did abound
her smile won hearts, with eyes that glowed ...
Despair's heart was broken this night
with ambers of broken flame
that crushed her spirit oh this far
that made her pounce as he walked by
the night was icy and bitter cold
the blood seemed to over flow
she walked far into the field
with blood dripping from her soul
there was no time for sorrow
no time for pain
such misery was not to gain
her lover she left laying half eaten
he would never leave her side again ...
Debbie Brooks 2014
Sep 12, 2014
Sep 12, 2014 at 12:46 AM UTC