#lovelife
Yes, I have been told
Treasure every moment!
Yes, I do
Not until I slowed down!
Those tensed, anxious, complicated times
Seems to be a treasure, only now!
They just passed, they always had
Had I lived them, more consciously!
I would have loved everything
Lived more, loved more, life and myself!
Feb 24
Feb 24, 2026 at 2:22 AM UTC
Back on my ****
Eyelids barely wanna lift
Eyes starting to drift
But here I am going for a rip
Music blaring
hands barely steering
My phone lights up with that needed message
Always for you I’d see through the wreckage
Wheel begins to shake
A slight rumble makes my heart quake
Eyes lift as a guardrail meets my gaze
Is this it
The end of days
Hands react with quick timing
Still that doesn't stop the grinding
A mere blemish on my rear fender
God **** that could've been a real life ender
My heart rate slows
Another sip thats how it goes
Something just to ease the thoughts
Of what would've happened
What if that guardrail wasn't there
What if it was a tree instead
The smile on your face
the last thing
To make my heart race
Making bad decisions was always my strong suit
But now I want it to be loving you
I wouldn't have gotten that chance
If it wasn't for the guardrail guardian
It's time to change things up
And finally quit chancing my luck
Wake up in the dead of night
Wondering if im gonna win the fight
Dump it all down the drain
Remind myself there's more to life
Than running out and buying that **** again
You say you'll be here by my side
Thats more than i could ever ask
Someone to help me grow
The feelings we've begun to show
Is something amazing
Especially since its begun to snow
It's time to change my life
For the better
I can be a quitter
But having you around is a real soul lifter
I owe it all to the Guardrail Guardian
Nov 17, 2025
Nov 17, 2025 at 12:47 AM UTC
There are things people wish they could say
But with you I have no regrets
I've poured my heart out to you,
Spoken every thought.
I wonder what makes you different
Why you've stayed
I love you in a way
I've never known before
I only have hopes for the future
Longing for what could be...
I can't wait to come home to you
Feel your presence in our house,
Always have your smell in my sheets.
Can't wait to fall asleep in your arms
To wake up next to you
Goodnight would no longer be a kind of goodbye
It'd be just that,
A good night.
We're just kids, it's dumb love, right?
We'll never make it through all of life
We'll fall apart, life creating walls to separate us.
Is it even love? Or just lust that feels right?
Boys are only looking for ***
Looking to use, they're only there for your body.
Then how do you explain the peace of him?
How I'm filled with pure happiness when I see his eyes?
How the ache in my chest eases?
How it feels as if I've become whole?
And what about the indescribable feeling of his love?
Every kiss is full of love, nothing else and nothing less.
Every touch is gentle and caring,
I feel the love in his fingertips.
He holds me and tells me he loves me
Tell me why my heart gains another beat?
Why him holding my face with delicate hands,
Feeling his forehead against mine,
Seeing the pure love radiating in his eyes,
Causes me to feel a way even writing hasn't described?
What "dumb love" changes the way you experience life?
What kind of lust leaves you feeling whole, wanted, satiated, needed, and loved?
Love rules over all.
My God is love.
He is all-powerful
Love, in its true form, is all-powerful.
Earthly things have nothing against us,
Only the will of our God could separate us.
Even if we do break up,
Even if we split apart,
It couldn't ever be all for naught.
He took all of the firsts that mattered
And I gave him the ones that mattered most.
I could never have another lover.
No one could, can, or will be him.
Many have his name,
It'd be easy to find another,
But names aren't what hold significance
It's the heart that does.
No one will ever have a heart like his.
Even if we do break up,
Even if we split apart,
I'll always remember him
As my first and only love.
There are many people who have things they wish they could say
Many who wish choices could be undone
But with you I have no regrets, not even one.
I've poured out my heart to you,
Spoken every thought.
I'll wonder what makes you different
Why you've stayed
And I'll still love you in a way
I've never known before
My body, heart, and mind are yours.
You didn't take them
You didn't demand them
You didn't force them
You earned them.
You waited.
And when I gave them to you,
Let you have them,
Wanted you to have them,
You loved every piece,
Wanted every scar.
You accepted them with open, waiting arms,
A loving smile on your face
As you wrapped me in your embrace.
You hold all of me with a loving touch,
Are gentle with my most fragile parts,
And even with the resilient ones.
It hurts to be apart,
My heart aches when he's away.
I cherish every message,
Scrabble for every lingering touch.
I crave to be with him.
I crave to love him.
I crave to tell him all the sweet words that float around in my mind when I think of him.
I need him like I need air to breathe.
Good thing every breath of his is another one of mine.
There'll always be things people wish they could say,
Always be someone who wishes to turn back the clock,
Someone who wishes they could start over.
But with you I have no regrets.
I've poured out my heart to you,
Spoken every thought.
One day I'll forget to wonder what made you different
Why you stayed
Because I'll always love you in a way,
I've never known before.
Oct 26, 2025
Oct 26, 2025 at 11:55 PM UTC
People do things they do not want others to know
But they do it anyway
People hear things they weren't supposed to hear
But they hear it anyway
People see things they weren't supposed see
But they see it anyway
People say things they weren't supposed to be saying
But they say it anyway
But some people like us
We
Mind our
Own
Business
Apr 20, 2025
Apr 20, 2025 at 4:41 PM UTC
I am not Papa’s princess,
Nor a prince’s princess.
I am a princess without a crown,
Without a sparkling gown.
No fairy tales define my name,
No royal blood, no fleeting fame.
I don’t need a kingdom or throne,
For I am a princess on my own.
No glass slippers, no golden ring;
I am a princess without a king.
I walk alone, no hand to hold,
For I am the one who makes me whole.
I am a princess without a knight;
I fight my battles, I own my fight.
My strength lies within me.
No footsteps to follow—I create my own destiny.
So call me not pari, frail or weak,
For I am strong and unique.
I am a princess, wild and free,
A queen of my world, no limits for me.
Jan 29, 2025
Jan 29, 2025 at 12:52 AM UTC
Autumn is everywhere...
You see colours everywhere,
on the roads and forests there,
raindrops falling far from sky,
where the birds can always fly
away to the south,
where they stays for a few month
to arrive in the spring
to enjoy everything.
Autumn is everywhere...
You can see sad faces,
and note the sadder cases,
find a depressed life
between husband and wife,
a lot of tears, a lot of death,
some people having their last breath.
the nature is dying today,
taking all the good things away..
Autumn is everywhere...
You have to be positive, yes,
please take with you all the rest,
find a hope for anyone there,
take away the tears, bring smile back here,
love nature, love each other,
be a good child to your mother,
don´t worry, the autumn will go,
if the worries want to come, say: "No!"
Autumn is everywhere.
- Tarmo Selter -
2024
Oct 21, 2024
Oct 21, 2024 at 9:06 AM UTC
There's sunlight everywhere,
in every place, look around you,
and the moonlight making shadows in the night,
forests always be in there
living their own lives too
and rivers running free, reflecting light.
Please always be aware
thatyou, if you are in here,
you really are a visitor in our lands,
you have to be polite
and always must be there
to protect our place and mother nature.
In all of the living things,
there are soul in everything,
nature does not belong to anyone,
you must feel it in your heart,
but if you really, really can't,
stay away from nature, you dont love.
- Tarmo Selter -
2024
Oct 21, 2024
Oct 21, 2024 at 9:04 AM UTC
please, tell me-
tell me why
you won't even bat an eye towards me when I plea
in my mind as I stare at the blue sky
to try to distract myself from you
because gazing at you all the time
is suffocating and I threw
my sanity away- it's like I'm commiting a serious crime
as I stalk you on social media
every single day, like a hopeless romantic
Aug 29, 2024
Aug 29, 2024 at 4:02 AM UTC
So the day I say I'm done,and finished with it all..
Was the same day that the house of cards I built began to fall,
Karma huffed and puffed and blew it all away,
Whether i deserved it or not? well its hard to say,
I need to take it easy but im living life the harder way ,
Living life day to day - there's gotta be a better way,
Love Drunk from the potions from Amy's wine house ,
I sobered up but it was only to find out -
Your lion-like roars turned to Microsoft words,
I was in my own word - she was in hers,
No, I'm not modest and dishonesty's a problem for my nerves,
Approach the point of no return? We def on the verge,
Better yet the brink, and to think, our past you rubbed away -
Washed down the metaphorical sink,
And now all sounds of trouble power point to YOU,
My mind is now tainted, as you are in my point of view,
I'd hate to break the glue we used to make the news,
But i have to go away from you - Later boo..
Dec 15, 2023
Dec 15, 2023 at 2:37 PM UTC
I'm frozen,
And I can see your spirit fade away
The liveliest shimmers of all I've seen,
And I can't do anything;
My heart burning,
Trying to melt my surrounding ice
giving a last try
to catch your glimmers,
Then it gave up
Because it apprehended to be late,
So struggle breathed out;
Then I don't know how long I slept
Maybe hoping to see you in my dreams,
Where we'll go to that street
where we always wanted to be
My rosy flush and your musing gaze
As the wind swept past the starry horizon
with the sparks of pure amaze;
The sweet scent of that blossoming love
I still remember
I watched it go away with my heart surrendered;
Now,
I'm an icy embody;
Witnessing only the passing times,
without hope;
Who could've thought that not getting over means
there's no hope?
Not that I see miles away;
Even if I try to
These icy flakes blocking my way,
I'm too cold to be resurrected now;
May 28, 2022
May 28, 2022 at 11:52 AM UTC
To her whose heart is my heart's favorite home.
To her from whom I learned love's greatest responsibility; to keep another's heart safe.
To her whose name is etched out every time my pen kisses the paper in a brief love affair.
To her whose heartbeat I dance to better than any other rhythm.
To her whose beauty is like the glory of the setting sun in summer.
To her whose smile is curved in every sunrise.
To her whose laughter is like the plucking of guitar strings.
To her whose voice is hushed in every passing wind.
To her who I always look for in a crowded street.
To her whose heart and my heart are old time friends.
To her who is not only the girl of my dreams but the girl of my every waking moment.
To Miss Sunshine ,happy birthday.
Jun 22, 2021
Jun 22, 2021 at 8:54 AM UTC
dear basil,
please start drawing again
singing again
please start loving again
and living again
please start writing again
<3,
basil
Jun 19, 2021
Jun 19, 2021 at 2:25 PM UTC
Serene like an oceanic horizon
Striking like the fiery waves,
The essence of a longing affection,
that melodious thrill of an adventure my heart craved;
Delicate scents and gentle wind,
With the soft sunlight on cerulean, grinning,
Soothe my mind
yet left me anticipating
the dramatic secrets you hide;
But everything came along with your magical shore
Made my belief stronger about this quest
I've been wanting to explore;
Whatever happens, I want no regrets
I don't care if you have a stormy tide awaiting
If it's a charming masquerade, it is divinely sedating;
But at the end of the day,
you still remain an entrancing enigma,
Like in the unknown depths of the sea,
You are the unacquired jewels,
So tempting for the ones, fiercely passionate and distinctly greedy;
You make me so happy with
mere the knowledge of your existence,
Yet it turns back to utter despair,
Cause I despise the fact
That you are there
with all your charismatic abstract,
but not mine yet;
Jun 19, 2021
Jun 19, 2021 at 2:28 PM UTC
I kept lying to my heart for so long,
Entangling it with the messy threads of fascination;
Pretending to be an artist I kept on
Until there was no more of that magical thread;
An incomplete pattern
The conceiver of my shattered hopes and dream;
But there's a beauty in it,
An emptiness and a heartache;
Maybe it is for the best;
Because the beauty of horizon can be apprehend
only from this far;
May 21, 2021
May 21, 2021 at 9:27 PM UTC
you’re just my blessings in disguise but we’re
hiding from feelings that should be discussed
Everyone can see that there’s something there
But I shoot my shot ... it goes unnoticed by you. Every single time.
I’m just scared to find out the truth on.
Why everything is taken so long
Sometimes I leave myself to think about
A situation way too much and forget about life.
Feeling like I’m trapped. Running away from my thoughts. When all I want to do is talk to
You.But I can’t .
I wish I could just pick up the phone and talk to you.
I’m just hoping this thing we have can work out.
There’s only so much I can take before I’m done. In letting in some sort of love.
May 4, 2021
May 4, 2021 at 10:33 AM UTC
Try to live once,
for the sake of now,
you have your today
try to live it now.
Count your tears,
the ones from yesterday,
the ones that dried up,
the ones that froze away.
Do you feel your heart beating?
or do you feel it slowly fade,
an unusual absence of warmth,
fearing it might become a nameless mail.
Chloroforming your joys,
disappearing in noise.
Writing to a feeling,
lost with a pen unpoised.
Corner lights fluorescent yellow,
the poisonous sweet smell of love so mellow.
Quit being slave to a nameless voice,
let your today,
be a regretless choice.
Learn to live,
enjoy it in endless ways.
Life is beautiful,
try to live your dreams every day.
Mar 29, 2021
Mar 29, 2021 at 9:59 AM UTC
They say,
It will remain just a dream,
A beautiful yet heartbreaking fantasy,
And it's impossible
for you to be with me;
Should I blame myself for falling in
this charming reverie
or
my unfair destiny?
Not that I criticize my fortune,
For it has has given me a wonderful boon
even though I can't have it
My poetry would cherish it like
my timeless fascination with
the gleaming full moon;
The striking shimmers of the dark ocean,
The flamboyant hues upon those proud mountains,
From the delicate night breeze to the desired daylight,
A harmonious veil shelters countless of sublime mysteries behind;
Just like the alluring tune of a poem's rhyme;
This love is bright enough to blind
my heart
with it's dazzling mirage,
Even if it resides faraway in the land of magic and sand;
Now,
would it be illicit to nurture
this seemingly impossible love,
That magically adorns my dark nights like
those twinkling stars?
Jan 27, 2021
Jan 27, 2021 at 12:49 PM UTC
Truly live.
Find your light in another light.
Do not continue to search blindly in the darkness,
For darkness is all you will find.
Open your eyes and see what is out there waiting for your insight.
Know what you want and find it aware,
That it may all just fade and die, if you don’t make it there.
Maybe it will survive.
At least give it the chance to live.
If it does and you feel alive,
Then you will have truly lived.
(C)2020 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.
Nov 25, 2020
Nov 25, 2020 at 10:34 AM UTC
What?????
.
¡ didn't found any difference
after a new title six(teen)
It's all same..
As I found
My only
Fitted shoes
As a depressed teen..
....
Oct 19, 2020
Oct 19, 2020 at 2:13 PM UTC