#loveiguess
Remembered best.
Conspired in listful site.
Lay upon frozen forgoing lake.
Seize in the night.
For embrace of lips of world.
Intertwined.
Only imagined.
In the mist blue grasping through.
The pines.
Glisten of eyes.
Mirrored in soft pyro
She lay.
Wrapped.
In nothing but amethyst wools.
Playing the 6 string.
She sleeps to the tune.
In easiness of the early brake of new.
Garrett Johnson
Feb 21, 2020
Feb 21, 2020 at 3:43 PM UTC
I die each time.
Rug floor.
Her Eyes.
Cosmic.
But homemade.
Satin.
& lived in.
I heard the sound.
Whispered.
Sent for.
Invitations.
For the heads.
& Sick.
With grief from the lips.
Garrett Johnson.
Jan 21, 2020
Jan 21, 2020 at 3:19 PM UTC
Once again
I fell into those eyes,
Once again.
Garrett Johnson.
Dec 16, 2019
Dec 16, 2019 at 9:52 PM UTC
I'm sure one day you'll see me.
One day you'll appreciate that I stuck around.
One day you'll realize that this is give and take,
And that I've given more than my fair share,
(But I'm okay with that.)
One day you'll understand that I can't read minds,
And one day you'll articulate that you care,
And one day you'll verbalize how much I mean to you.
One day you'll hear me,
Without words.
And one day you'll see me
With your heart.
But until then,
I'll keep guessing and hoping
That maybe I am enough for you.
And maybe there are just words you haven't said,
Maybe there are actions left to be done.
One day I'll be healthy.
One day I'll be better.
One day I'll be what you subconsciously want me to be,
Because maybe that's the problem.
But until that day,
I sit here with misty eyes,
Choking on whimpers and sobs.
I just want you to show that you care.
Mar 5, 2017
Mar 5, 2017 at 10:28 PM UTC
I love in vast amounts.
With all of me.
With my whole being.
How do you "low key" love someone?
How do you not give your all?
How do you not wear yourself thin?
I'm destroying myself
Because I love so much.
Because with the amount of love I give,
I know I'll never be worth half of it.
And maybe it's some kind of cosmic punishment.
For whatever sins against whatever god I may have committed.
Too much of anything is too much.
Even something like love.
My skin is starving for your touch,
And my heart aches for your voice.
I don't think I'll ever get better
And maybe that's why you're so far away
Even when you're right here.
Feb 24, 2017
Feb 24, 2017 at 4:07 PM UTC
our colors bleed together,
into a beautiful, beautiful,
grey
Apr 22, 2016
Apr 22, 2016 at 2:32 PM UTC
i can see the fight within you,
it tears you apart,
are you a monster, you ask?
will you allow yourself to be a monster?
your hands they can create,
but it is much easier to destroy,
i have been where you have been,
pushing feeling, down
down
down
but please hear me out,
they will only come bubbling back with a vengeance
you try to shield yourself,
from the hurt,
but you’re only locking yourself away,
from all you could know,
Apr 22, 2016
Apr 22, 2016 at 2:13 PM UTC
Your silence is a kind of
Grief,
From words that were left
Unsaid.
But when swept in a drunken
Heat,
The words of then are bled.
××××××××××××××××××××××××××
I know you more;
Yet, still I don't.
There's more for me to see
But keep your mouth and desires
Shut;
Do not be familiar to me.
Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 7:55 PM UTC