I want to get over you 
And let you go. But it's funny
Even though you are already gone
I am still holding onto 
Every tiny fibers of your being and threads
Of your lost and none existent love. 
I know for a fact that
You have gone long ago like
During my youth years
Yet I am still here in the dreamlands
Somehow by any design, hoping the impossible 
One day we can find each other again.
This is really annoying and agonizing, I mean
Being delusional and arguing with reality.
My mind is playing games with my heart.
At this point, I just don't know
What to do anymore.
Please help!