#lostfound
Why am I sitting here on vacation in my room, drinking Fanta, having three blankets on me and just having some headaches, feeling sleepy with my hood on and my mind all over the place not knowing what to do-maybe sleep. Maybe go out, maybe this, maybe that. Not really in the moment. Or in my body. At all.
May 14, 2025
May 14, 2025 at 7:24 PM UTC
I want to get over you
And let you go. But it's funny
Even though you are already gone
I am still holding onto
Every tiny fibers of your being and threads
Of your lost and none existent love.
I know for a fact that
You have gone long ago like
During my youth years
Yet I am still here in the dreamlands
Somehow by any design, hoping the impossible
One day we can find each other again.
This is really annoying and agonizing, I mean
Being delusional and arguing with reality.
My mind is playing games with my heart.
At this point, I just don't know
What to do anymore.
Please help!
Jun 20, 2017
Jun 20, 2017 at 8:38 PM UTC
I'm lost from the start
You opened the gates of love
Sun shone in my heart.
Jun 16, 2017
Jun 16, 2017 at 11:49 PM UTC
It was there.
All through your life,
from sorrow to your glee,
through thick and thin.
It was there.
The you that you're looking for,
whenever you want companion,
whenever you feel alone.
It was there.
The you that console you,
admire you despite your flaws,
holding on, never letting go.
It was there.
Lying in the deepest of your soul,
waiting to awake from your blindness,
waiting to boost your confidence.
It was there,
and will always be,
just learn,
to love yourself.
Sep 7, 2016
Sep 7, 2016 at 7:08 AM UTC
In my mind anything is possible...
In my mind anything can happen...
In my mind most things are not all that well
Do you know who you are?
No, I do not
Do you know what your doing?
My mind starts spinning as that one questions sets me off
Who?
Where?
Why?
I shall never nor shall I ever understand
For what is there to understand?
The mind is Strong
The Mind is frail
The Mind is strange, new and ever changing.
In my mind I understand everything and nothing
In my mind...
I'm me and I'm free
Jan 27, 2015
Jan 27, 2015 at 12:00 PM UTC