#lostfeeling - Hello Poetry

A heart that is so scarred, It no longer feels. A mind that is so overwhelmed, It no longer thinks. Is this what I have become? A mindless, Expressionless, Emotionless, Girl? Life feels dull Not even black and white just mute. No pain or hurt, I have suppressed it so much None of it exists to me anymore. I could careless about anyone else right now. I would rather just float through the scenes of the rest of my life than make an effort to change what will inevitably happen. I want to throw a lot of it away. Throw it into the wind And not even watch as the things i had once worked hard for disappear. I don't give a **** about anything anymore.

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Feb 19, 2013

Feb 19, 2013 at 6:49 PM UTC

Vanzy

Don't Give a F

A heart that is so scarred, It no longer feels. A mind that is so overwhelmed, It no longer thinks. Is this what I have become? A mindless, Expressionless, Emotionless, Girl? Life feels dull Not even black and white just mute. No pain or hurt, I have suppressed it so much None of it exists to me anymore. I could careless about anyone else right now. I would rather just float through the scenes of the rest of my life than make an effort to change what will inevitably happen. I want to throw a lot of it away. Throw it into the wind And not even watch as the things i had once worked hard for disappear. I don't give a **** about anything anymore.

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The rain makes me want to write to you, To tell you things I should have said months ago, When everything was easy and it didn't hurt so much to breathe. When there’s no barrier between what should I say and what could I say. You said we’re young. You think we’re too young huh? You think it is best to ignore every echo that concusses my heart Every time I start to say something I really feel about you? That I have to lie afterwards and say that I’m fine, Put up a smile so it will not look like regret. No, I want to dream. I’m tired of seeing memories of places I will forgot, And people who never really had names, Just because you don’t want yourself to be dreamt. But I don't want to lie awake at night knowing that somewhere you are in pain. For I remember you saying “Don’t you know your heartaches are my heartaches too?” So now I am confused, And honestly, I’m in the midst of giving up. So tonight, I’ll forget that we’re still young, and let myself fall asleep again, Go back to the places that will be forgotten soon, And ask people who never really had names just to find the answers on those questions running inside my head. As the cloud is still dark but the rain is gone. I’ll slowly close my eyes and let my soul fly away.

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Jul 20, 2015

Jul 20, 2015 at 12:42 PM UTC

MLCastillo

Blurred Horizon

The rain makes me want to write to you, To tell you things I should have said months ago, When everything was easy and it didn't hurt so much to breathe. When there’s no barrier between what should I say and what could I say. You said we’re young. You think we’re too young huh? You think it is best to ignore every echo that concusses my heart Every time I start to say something I really feel about you? That I have to lie afterwards and say that I’m fine, Put up a smile so it will not look like regret. No, I want to dream. I’m tired of seeing memories of places I will forgot, And people who never really had names, Just because you don’t want yourself to be dreamt. But I don't want to lie awake at night knowing that somewhere you are in pain. For I remember you saying “Don’t you know your heartaches are my heartaches too?” So now I am confused, And honestly, I’m in the midst of giving up. So tonight, I’ll forget that we’re still young, and let myself fall asleep again, Go back to the places that will be forgotten soon, And ask people who never really had names just to find the answers on those questions running inside my head. As the cloud is still dark but the rain is gone. I’ll slowly close my eyes and let my soul fly away.

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I wake up with weight Bt not from pain Just the heaviness Of feeling nothing. I search my chest Like someone lost their keys Bt there's no spark No trace of warmth. Just silence Where love used to echo Now even the ache Has gone quiet.

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Jul 7, 2025

Jul 7, 2025 at 3:48 PM UTC

BleakReverie

Where feeling once lived

I wake up with weight Bt not from pain Just the heaviness Of feeling nothing. I search my chest Like someone lost their keys Bt there's no spark No trace of warmth. Just silence Where love used to echo Now even the ache Has gone quiet.

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