#lossofinnocence
Remember
When we were kids
And a planetarium
Was a most wonderful place
Everyone simply obsessed
With outer space.
It was strange
And new
And beautiful
It was full of wonder
As was everything
A galaxy of stars
And empty space
We were flying through it all
To a new planet
For us to discover
Floating towards the future
It was like a dream
But as we grow up
We realize
Falling stars are chunks of ice and rock
Not wishes
And stars and the sun
Are ***** of flaming gas
The wonder fades
And you realize
Outer space
Would truly be a lonely place
Alone out there
But I guess it would still better
Than here
And you yearn
For that wonder to come back
But even if it would
Someone would take it away
They always do.
Growing up is sudden
And shocking
And changes you
Forever
And you wish you could go back
To planetariums
And outer space
But you can't.
We are all stars
***** of fire
That will eventually die out.
But some of us are falling
And hoping someone will catch us.
Nov 1, 2017
Nov 1, 2017 at 10:11 PM UTC
For a second the clouds
cover our sunlight
Whilst we are on a journey
away from somber thoughts;
At this point:
water silently flows from our cheeks
Enemies embroidered in gold dresses
deceive our minds
Light sits within
the warmth of the river
Aug 21, 2018
Aug 21, 2018 at 7:12 PM UTC
Maybe I will tell you
once my blood changes form
once my lungs have burned to dust
once I empty my mind
once I am no longer
myself
Then I will tell you
thank you
for stealing my innocence
Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 3:09 PM UTC
The doors scream;
The tiles creak;
The wind shrieks, shattering the grimed windows;
The window shutters slam in agony and anger;
The electricity thrums in anticipation of violence;
The wolves howl at the screaming doors forcing a brute entrance;
The silken blood rushed into each crevice running from imprisonment;
The enraged Earth quivers and shakes in pure, undiluted rage;
The inflamed sky rips the ground and everything upon it to shreds, painting the world ruby red;
The universe tears itself apart in a flurry of unrelenting sorrow and agony;
All as the blood of a sheep seeps into the souls of the living.
Jul 8, 2019
Jul 8, 2019 at 8:53 PM UTC
Too young to have a presence
Of my own,
I trusted you to tell me
Who I was.
I was your clay.
You put your hands all over me
And molded me into
Who you needed me to be...
Fragile,
Exposed,
Isolated,
Wounded.
You tirelessly worked
To shape me
Until, at last, I was the little girl
Of your dreams...
Naked,
Bleeding,
Shaking
At your hand,
Those long fingers.
Your body pressed
Against mine.
Heat carefully hardening me.
Impurities removed...
Hope
Joy
Love
And the shell that was left,
You pronounced to be
Exactly what you were
Looking for.
Mar 15
Mar 15, 2026 at 1:16 AM UTC