#looser
I mess up a lot
For example;
I got off the ***
And then I sh!t
Believe it or not
But that was after this thought,
"I don't have a shot
At the life I want
The break I need
Will never be caught
It must be written into the plot
So wether I like it or not
This is my spot"
And that matches up
With what I've been told
And what I was taught
You get what you get
I got what I got
©2024
Sep 7, 2024
Sep 7, 2024 at 3:22 PM UTC
I'm not in a good place, it's written all over my face with a permanence I can not erase
The ace up my sleeve turned out to be a joker with my super imposed face
Lost in the twisted maze that is my head space, I'd chase the cheese but it'd be a waste
Fear infused with a terror base so potent you swear it almost has a taste
The dark haze of my past short circuits any new interface
Filled with a technology way out of date but never had the means to replace
I watch the life I thought I'd be a part of race by at a dizzy pace
But it always made time to come back 'round and knock the taste out my mouth like 808 base
Then leaves post haste without a trace before catchin' a case
Just one more missing personality cold case, chalk it up to another looser fallen from grace
They say to pick yourself up by you boot straps, I'm always breakin' the shoe lace
Bet they didn't think I'd use the bootlace to replace the slipknot necklace I misplaced
The bright young man with aspersions worth the chase now incased in blue skin wearing deaths face
©2023
Dec 13, 2023
Dec 13, 2023 at 6:43 PM UTC
Change yourself
Change your personality
Change into a different person
You are not good enough
You are supposed to behave different
You are supposed to be different
You can’t look like that
You can’t wear that
You are showing too much skin
You are covering too much
Society is not easy
There is not a wide span between showing too much skin and covering too much up
You have to learn much
-
But don’t be a nerd
You have to have fun
-
But don’t be a looser
You changed
-
I don’t know if I can still be friends with you
You stayed the same
-
I don’t know if I’m too mature for you
Society has high standards
Society has impossible standards
Make your own standards
You don’t have to change yourself
Change the society
May 24, 2020
May 24, 2020 at 11:53 AM UTC
Not only the racers in competition
but there are also racers ,
In the competition of life
we compete for happiness
and sometimes the losers get
awarded with sadness,
We compete for sucess and pleasure
and sometimes the losers get failure and gloom
but this game has no winners either losers
the game of the life is a tie
we all get happiness
we all become sad
we get success
we even fail
but there is no one who had never gone through any particular section in this ,
we all are winners at the same time loosers
so never feel bad if you are loosing
because as this life is a draw competition
you will also win
at the same time we can even fail
May 25, 2019
May 25, 2019 at 10:57 AM UTC
Gender ******
truth pretender
parents send her
life defender
he's a ******
slimy maggot
feeling ragged
bag and tag it
hurting words
spitting herds
cheezy curds
stupid nerds
mental case
dizzy space
ugly face
**** my race
Time to kneel
grab a feel
scary tweel
innocence steal
Eat a steak
garden rake
veggie snake
life forsake
Not pretend
we defend
savior send
the end
Aug 31, 2018
Aug 31, 2018 at 11:58 AM UTC
are my bullets
they pull my finger
tracers
shoot
from
thier
ears
feed
me
letters an words
they are beggard
thief style is complete
the
others
considered
me as an freak
they copy my style
and say they
are
three
ok
me myself and i
never mind
letters
an
words
?
...
..
.
Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 11:06 PM UTC
***Not only the winner,
but the one
knowing that,
when to be a loser,
is also
"Alexander"***
Jul 24, 2017
Jul 24, 2017 at 12:53 AM UTC
What others might see it as a Mexican game,
In my eyes it means so much more.
It symbolizes the unity and bond between family
Each loteria card reminds me of someond
Like la valiente reprents my mother,
Strong and brave
It also reminds me of how life works.
Sometimes it may look like you are winning
But end up losing. Or vise versa.
When you you thougth you have lose it all,
A sudden turn happens and win.
Dec 2, 2016
Dec 2, 2016 at 3:57 PM UTC
I see it in your eyes
the fear that is its there
you trying to hide
but its written clear.
you act like you don't care
but its just your way of
trying to make it all go away
Acting like a man,
but a boy at heart.
Too scared to really try,
the thought of failing,
just tears you apart.
Driven by jealously
blacken your heart
the darken by fear
success of others
eroding your rotten heart.
You thrive off of illusions,
all mixed win with confusion.
You hide under excuses, that
just playing a role, and acting a part.
Using deflection, as something
you have mastered like an art.
You can run,
and you can hide,but
karma sees through the dark.
And Life will catch up to you
when things are looking up.
and all the things you never thought matter
are the things that mess you up.
like that people that help
when you were down,
they were the crutches you used,
to help yourself back up.
Apr 10, 2016
Apr 10, 2016 at 6:44 PM UTC
**** it,
I'm done.
I can't take this **** anymore
someone is playing a trick on me
it's like the world was made
mean for the purpose of my own personal torture.
Too much suffering for one man,
surely this isn't just
my life was made to rust.
I am deceived by everyone,
those who speak the alien toungue
of hate, *** and pride
those who aren't alive.
I've been tourmented
I've been ******
False hope given
then driven back down
to suffocate
in an abyss of black ink
as if to make me long the
smell of the deserved air.
To whatever is pulling those
strings:
on behalf of a simple
mortal being who
dosen't know your ugly face:
I will not laugh.
I shall not cry.
But you are dreaming if you think
I'll give up on my dreams.
Numbers are numbers,
and I'm not on a scale.
So come back where you came
cause I'm gonna try
twice as hard on your ***
I forgive myself of the pain I am,
having always believed I wasn't a man
and though I feel
the darkness rise to conquer
I will always believe
that light is stronger.
Jun 5, 2015
Jun 5, 2015 at 11:38 AM UTC
My Words Ruined me..
But You Ruined my life.
You(God ) provides everything for other ,but not for me.
You(God)always take me away from my real happiness.
You(God) never makes me complete.
I have Nothing in pocket ,if it have you steal it away
You(God) looks happy when I am sad.
You(God)makes me sad without any reason.
You(God) always makes me looser every time.
I become a victim of your this kind of act
My Hearts cry when you(God )Such thing with me
May 11, 2015
May 11, 2015 at 1:19 PM UTC
I am Cruel for every one.
I make fool every one.
How I accept you by knowing that truth
I am not for you.
The God play Vital role in that he select me
and make me imperfect.
By this way i become a looser once more
May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015 at 12:29 PM UTC
It's one of those days; those days when you feel like a looser.
You feel like there's a pressure pushing in
from people who are busy;
who are better by their busy bodies
budding and boiling over,
filling the life you try to look through with steam,
and as the pressure builds, you
sit and sweat and worry,
trying so hard to hurry.
"What to do?"
You'll say,
and in the end you'll stay;
stay in that sultry salty sweaty screw-up that you are.
Cuz on that day you feel like a looser. You realize
you built your life like a pressure cooker,
not a steam-engine like you wanted.
Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 11:37 PM UTC
I hate the ex hes such a *****
I try and try to please him but cant understand what makes him tick..
hes mad *** I didn't turn on the light for the lizards...
if that's all he can find to be mad at me ******* bring on the blizzard...
I know hes not the one I want nor who I want to love again...
I know I need to find a new man one whos not such a ***** and gonna be so petty that they start a fight the minute they walk in...
im glad he showed me that I really don't like his personality....
I want someone who loves me for me!!!
Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 8:58 PM UTC