#longlostpoem
moon, oh dear moon
I wanna discuss about my feelings to you tonight.
I'll explain my pain,
I'll spill out the tea,
I'll whisper those secrets,
I'll break my commits,
I'll pour my tears,
I'll tell you everything, tonight. just tonight.
so listen. listen carefully.
listen to my words and phrases. listen to my cracking voice. listen to my worries. listen to my untold ever stories. listen to my insecurities. listen to me.
you don't need to answer, I just need you to listen.
— moon oh dear moon,
if only I could lean on your shoulder.
Feb 27, 2019
Feb 27, 2019 at 8:28 AM UTC
the grey sky snapped the most beautiful lights yet terrible sounds that my soul has ever experienced. and I’ve never loved lightning as much as I did on that afternoon.
I get attracted easily by simple beautiful things in this beautiful universe. but the lightning, oh, yes the lightning has taught me that loving something means accepting it all. I love its beautiful flash but I also have to love its awful rhythm.
I love your cheesy laugh but I also have to love your anger. I love your maturity but I also have to love your ego. and oh, I love your beautiful soul but I also have to love your flaws.
— mi amor,
everything everything everything.
Jan 17, 2019
Jan 17, 2019 at 9:23 PM UTC
our relationship is like
you force the sun to stay on such a gloomy, rainy day
because you need her to warm your soul up
no, she couldn't shine as bright as usual
but you asked the sun to leave at night
because there is a moon
there is a constellation of stars
there are citylights
they brighten up your dark soul
and suddenly you like cold weather
and suddenly you miss a warm morning
and suddenly you don't wanna be interupted by her light
and suddenly you miss her flame
— and
all
of
the
sudden
become
a
bad
habit
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 7:40 AM UTC
the sweet breath of the north wind
the frosty air on my skin
the sunshine is hiding
the bird isn't there to sing
the leaves are wet
the raindrops are falling through these grey clouds
— today's weather isn't friendly,
but your smile warms me up.
Oct 11, 2018
Oct 11, 2018 at 8:58 AM UTC
I never knew
that the sound of those raindrops
on my window
the scent of wet soil
after rain
the melodies of these songs
on my spotify playlist
could remind me of you
remind me of the sound of
your lovely laughter
remind me of the scent of
your sweet perfume
remind me of the sound of
your sleepy voice
— I never knew
that missing you
could be this tough.
Sep 16, 2018
Sep 16, 2018 at 10:50 AM UTC
nothing lasts forever, they said.
it saddens me, really.
knowing that we also won't last forever, will we?
but right here and right now,
I still can feel the warmth of your arms around my shoulder, sniffing the sweet smell of your perfume
I still can feel the soft gaze of your eyes staring at mine, trying to dive into the ocean of your eyes
I still can feel the gentle touch of your fingertips dancing on my cheeks, making my heart flutter to the seventh sky
I still can feel the taste of being yours, and you're being mine,
I won't give up on us.
— you hear me?
I said I won't give up.
Aug 15, 2018
Aug 15, 2018 at 9:16 AM UTC
I chose to be your friend
but you made a mistake
for staring at my eyes a little bit too long
soaked my soul into the ocean of yours
I chose to be your friend
but you made a mistake
for touching me without using your hands
pulled my soul into the embrace of yours
I chose to be your friend
but I made a mistake
for not being able to control falling into you.
— and I haven't done falling.
Jul 24, 2018
Jul 24, 2018 at 9:31 AM UTC
"are you really in love with me?"
"of course, I really really love you, babe."
then, why doesn't it seem like you do?
because no—not really. you're just in love with the way I always make you feel. like you're the Sirius among my constellation of stars.
because you are.
you just.. you just love my words. you love the way I pour my feelings for you through my poems. you love the way I arrange words and phrases to cheer you up on your hard times. you love the way I appreciate everything you do.
you love the fact that you're special to someone—to me. but you neither give me a feedback nor treat me the way I treat you because you know that I'll always be there for you, whatever it takes.
— of course you are my Sirius,
but darling you're shining too bright,
and I'm burned.
Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 7:49 AM UTC
your words have always been as sweet as honey drips from an odd tea in the cold morning.
your actions have always been as kind as the sunflower's patient longing for the sun to absorb its light and attention.
your stare has always been as soft as a rainbow at the edge of the white cloud in the deep blue sky.
your touch has always been as gentle as the wind blows horizontally leaving my skin trembled.
your love has always been as beautiful as a remembered single line in a perfect poetry.
— but I didn't know,
your secrets also have always been as bitter as gall.
Jul 9, 2018
Jul 9, 2018 at 6:48 AM UTC
you asked me
to understand
while I'm here
staring at blanks
craving answers
for questions
in my head.
and you're not going
to answer
because
you neither understand
nor tried to.
— you've changed,
so I had to change too,
that it could be fair.
Jul 7, 2018
Jul 7, 2018 at 12:28 AM UTC
forgive me, when I make my own chaos. forgive me when I'm thinking of some things that I shouldn't think about at all. forgive me when I overthink over a little stupid thing. forgive me when my anxiety attacks. I need you to wrap your arms around my exhausted soul.
forgive me, when I'm being stubborn. forgive me when I don't want to go to sleep early because I do miss you. forgive me when I don't listen to you to stop eating ice cream. I need you to wipe those ice cream around my lips because you know I can't eat them properly.
forgive me, when I'm being annoying. forgive me when I'm staring at your brown eyes but get mad a few seconds later because you stare back at mine. forgive me when I can't stop pinching your cheeks until my fingers paint red on them. I need you to kiss my forehead and I'll be quiet for a little while.
forgive me, when my worries get a little too much. forgive me when I double text you because you take a few minutes longer to get home more than usual. forgive me when I'm asking about how your day was. I need your smile and laugh to share warmth on a cold night.
— forgive me,
when I can't give you the world,
because you are my world.
Jul 5, 2018
Jul 5, 2018 at 11:49 PM UTC
there was an iceberg
inside my cracked-soul
you walk in
in case to warm me up
but you forgot
I was an ice;
I could melt
and you don't like me
because
I melted too much
that I became a fire
too hot
you're afraid that
I will burn your soul
— I love you, why would I?
Jul 8, 2018
Jul 8, 2018 at 12:36 AM UTC