#loneness
What would I do,
Back then with you,
I wish I could undo.
Replaying in my mind what could have been,
your song,
your kiss,
and everything else that I missed,
what we have been through since.
I learned how to love myself,
and even though I miss you,
we both deserve to find that truth,
to have someone say I love you.
May 16, 2025
May 16, 2025 at 12:54 PM UTC
A new day is come, but the greyness is here.
All streets and faces are still grey.
It seems as usual, but this grey sky
Drives me crazy in whole to the extreme.
I see grey asphalt before my eyes.
Sick grey thoughts are overpowering.
It seems as usual, but something’s wrong.
This allout greyness’s cheekily inhering.
I open the window, I want to breathe.
And this grey air arrows me roughly.
It happens boldly, it happens rude.
The air grips me unceremoniously.
The greyness is becoming the part of me.
Even my coffee is cloudy grey.
I’d like to wrap and sleep till snow.
Just want to know it won’t be grey.
Jan 11, 2025
Jan 11, 2025 at 1:56 PM UTC
"I can't handle the loneness when he isn't with me"
That moment was the first time
I knew I'm in love
"I can't handle the loneness when I'm with him"
And that moment was the time
I knew this relationship doesn't exist anymore
Apr 9, 2019
Apr 9, 2019 at 12:22 PM UTC