#lofe
Teasing each other under the sun
Waiting for me in the nearby park
We run and search in the daylight
And the daylight passes just like that
Everything's blurred like a children's sketch
In the old playgrounds the dogs play fetch
There's something that doesn't quite feel right
It doesn't feel right.. in the night
We've been going around too long
Haven't found what we've been looking for
And the day is over, I start to feel heavy
The place has started to feel dreary
The wind pushes me back to my home
In my bed to rest and my eyes to close
Just to be with you and feel your arms around
Then we turn of the light, and we don't hear a sound
A light television is buzzing in the distance
My eyes fall on me in an instant
You arms are warm but something doesn't feel right
It doesn't feel right.. it's out of my sight
My heavy head is taking me places
I wake up missing my light and my senses
There's something wrong or out there
I don't know if it's inside here
My lamp won't turn, the flames won't burn
I ask for help you try again
You go for the main light, it won't work
I only get spared one that's just dim and faint
In semi darkness we just lay
No light will come to the bay
You just sit there and I call
Who do I call, what do I call?
It's just out there
Feb 11
Feb 11, 2026 at 8:18 AM UTC
You told your lies,
And i followed.
Innocent & bovine,
Little did i know,
Like the piper,
You were leading me,
To a ravine.
May 27, 2020
May 27, 2020 at 11:59 AM UTC
Beautiful soul
I wanna bear it all
Pink lips, tan skin
Every second with you is sin
I want us naked
It's hard but we can make it
Our love can defy all the laws
I wanna see all of your flaws
I wanna touch the light coming out of it
Let's tangled our lights where it can fit
Slowly assassinating my soul
You are the best thing I've ever hold
Poison or cure
I'll sip it if you pour
Jun 6, 2019
Jun 6, 2019 at 2:04 AM UTC
indefatigable fools
fighting currents
Acting all different
just to stand out
Arguing with reality
frightened by normality
Majority ain't got time
for this purposeless rebellion.
Tryin to impress with a
dead dude's philosophy
but got no original thoughts.
Taking big like some prodigy
What a sad parody
Nothing but mindless beans
looking for a way outa
responsability
Social rejection
Drug addiction
blaming side affects of
anxiety and depression
Left behind
bruised and beaten
People shout, "just shut up
Sit back in your sadle
You ain't surviving
this battle; Life
It hands out punches
just roll with it
go with the flow
No need to stay low, tho
Let 'em know
who's the real you"
But incorrigible fools
ignoring advise
Not worth ego sacrifice
they see no alternative but
a prideful stride to suicide
Jan 1, 2019
Jan 1, 2019 at 8:08 PM UTC
this life is not always about our dreams that are expected
instead the reality of our life becomes merely accepted
it's not wonderful nor is it bad
something about realization is sad
we just accept the mediocrities
when we wish to attain our wildest abilities
Dec 21, 2018
Dec 21, 2018 at 12:28 PM UTC
*Sometimes at highs
sometimes at lows,
Striking hard
yet the life flows,
Never plan forever
the life moves in the loops,
Atop in love
followed by droops.
Come out of
the life humdrum,
Let the spirit resonate
with the drum.
Facing each other
clap and stoop,
A gentle hop
move in the hoop.
Come dressed up
making one hoop,
Let the music play
dance with your troupe.*
Sep 24, 2017
Sep 24, 2017 at 8:04 AM UTC
*There must be meaning
If we are doomed to find it
All our lives*
Jul 31, 2015
Jul 31, 2015 at 8:24 AM UTC
They will not know when im gone, if they call or text and I dont reply they would simply think im busy, not dead. "No, he would never do that, he is such a happy man." No im not! I am not happy, I am capable to inflict such horror upon myself. They would drop to there knees and gasp as they saw my body. Maybe I didnt do it myself, maybe others did it to me. But the impact is all the same. Why does it take a death or a loss to awaken ones eyes. To truly see the beauty of ones soul, as it passes gentle and free through the room and out to the unknown. As judgmental eyes gaze upon the dead, speaking only of a waste of life this is, gone too soon, (tear after tear shed) BLAH BLAH BLAH! Enough! If you had any common sense you would know to cherish the life that stands before you. yes, iv made mistakes along the way but never anything like that! To cheat on you? With filth like that? Its a crime just to mutter the words! How dare you.
But. Nevertheless, what is done is done, if I go mad in the few short weeks, they would never know. Would you be at the crime scene? Or the funeral?
Jul 5, 2015
Jul 5, 2015 at 11:10 PM UTC
*Leaving marks
Wherever the hand is
Filth going with every stroke
Everyone blames the root for the evil
No matter, the tree does the evil
Foul fingers deep in fault
I digress, I cower
And my mouth saves by spouting lies
Call me the forerunner of silent sinning
Proud heart, detestably weak mind
All I am able is point fingers
To those who did me no wrong
And sit in the corner, unprotesting
Which immensely shadows me
From a fainthearted dark*
Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 5:48 PM UTC
There's difference,
Between everything.
Repentance through our actions.
Distance through time.
Riddance through death.
Hence we still act as if nothing happened.
Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 7:07 AM UTC