#lloyd
Something that I try to fight
You fight it too, in dark or light
Together we can win, across the distance and time
My Nightmare that fights me, sometimes he makes me blind
Do not fall to the voices in your mind
That make you cut, leave a ****** sign
Time heals but leaves a scar
When it's over, do not forget your past
Rant, rave, spit or talk
You and I, we walk the walk
The path we dread is a path we share
The demons in the dark, the knife, the snare
Watch my step and I'll watch yours
Together we can unlock closed doors
Find a reason not to, rather than one to do so
It's working for me, why not you, y'know?
I hope you read this, but do not ignore
For me to write this was quite the chore
To have such pained effort fall when it's so near
Would be a reason to cut, ear to ear
I think you're beautiful, regardless of what you believe
For our eyes and mind can trick and deceive
When nobody trusts, compliments or gives hope,
Know that I do, though my responses are slow
Sleep well, my <3
At least, try to rest
Restlessness is eagerness
But eventually, is Death
And I do not wish to lose someone like you
An Insomniac and Pyromaniac message each other... one's mind does burn, the other wishes to burn everything in mind...
Sep 12, 2016
Sep 12, 2016 at 6:52 AM UTC
I had a pleasant dream
Still caught in my memory
It was just you and I
And you were beautiful
Shining with a blessed light
It made me smile, and I woke
This feeling made me choke
I haven't felt like this in an eternity
Positivity?
When all I have is ******* making fun of me?
Wait, wait, wait...
I'm happy?
Jul 12, 2016
Jul 12, 2016 at 4:45 AM UTC
Go on, press record
Lift your phone to bloodshed
Lift your phone to the sound of hatred
Of bloodlust laid on a foundation
That was never really stable to begin with
Go on, film those frames
As you watch me beat the **** out of
All those who made me feel like ****
Worthless
Hated
Unloved
Alone
The final gunslinger, taking his stand
Draws his pistols, hipfiring
And in his stance, thumb through belt loop
Hat down over his eyes
Ashamed of his instant reaction,
His ability to **** and inability to remain emotionless
Go on, press record
Put it on Facebook
Let everyone know what you really are:
A cowardly bystander
Jun 30, 2016
Jun 30, 2016 at 12:34 AM UTC