#llolth
Not farewell —
but salute.
You walked proud,
you stood unbroken,
even when wheels struck
and bones ached.
You chose your place,
by the food,
by the car,
by the path to the bar —
queen of small kingdoms,
ruler of simple joys.
You grazed like a cow,
you dug like the ancients,
seeking earth’s cool breath,
seeking your den.
Instinct alive,
spirit fierce.
When pain came,
you gave no cry.
When hands lifted you,
you trusted.
When the road called,
you looked once,
and with your eyes you said:
Thank you.
And then the song rose,
Helvegen carried you,
not into silence,
but into feast,
into firelight,
into Valhalla’s hall —
where warriors wait,
and shadows turn to queens.
Your name was secret to many,
but known to you,
and true to its weight:
Llolth — Queen of Shadows.
Feared in myth,
loved in life,
saluted in death.
But more than myth,
you were my turning —
the reason I rose
from ruin to man.
Spain gave me you,
and you gave me
responsibility,
steadiness,
and change.
I carry that forward.
It does not die.
It is your legacy in me.
And I, who stroked you to the end,
will never forget
how your eyes spoke last —
not pain, not fear,
but mercy’s truth:
Thank you.
Sep 22, 2025
Sep 22, 2025 at 6:32 PM UTC
Llolth, My Queen
I came to Spain broken,
still chasing smoke and speed,
and then came you —
small shadow, months old,
a queen in waiting.
I failed you first,
lost in chemicals,
left you in **** and mess,
but you forgave,
you waited,
you taught.
Your eyes said:
“Clean this.
Walk me.
Be better.”
And I did.
Day by day,
**** by ****
step by step,
I learned responsibility,
I learned love.
You were no accident,
you were my turning.
From ***** to man,
from ruin to reason,
you made me stand.
And now that you run free,
I still walk straighter,
because once,
a small dog named Llolth
chose me,
and made me more.
Sep 25, 2025
Sep 25, 2025 at 12:46 PM UTC