#lizardbrain
Yesterday
Driving down
The road
Lizard brain said
Pull the steering wheel
Find the peace
You’re craving
Do it.
Yesterday
Monkey brain said
Climb under table
Table safe
No noise
Curl up
Safe
A week ago
Lizard brain said
Stab scissors
Into palm
Do it
A week ago
Monkey brain said
Blanket over head
Hides self
Safe
A month ago
Lizard brain said
Walk into traffic
Jump.
It’s time.
A month ago
Monkey brain said
Tell everybody
How you feel
They care
Safe
6 months ago
Lizard brain said
Those pills?
Take them all
No feelings.
Just bliss.
6 months ago
Monkey brain was quiet.
2 years ago
On the balcony
Five stories high
View of my whole world
Lizard brain said jump.
No one will miss you.
Do it.
Safe.
And the only thing
keeping me alive
Was the fact that
I didn’t want
To make
Anyone
Clean
It
Up.
Apr 10, 2021
Apr 10, 2021 at 2:41 PM UTC