#liveagain
In Conclusion
I loved with clean hands,
with a heart that didn’t know how to pretend.
While I was choosing you,
you were choosing differently,
returning to me
as if loyalty could be divided
and still be called love.
You lived in two worlds
and let me doubt myself in one.
You denied the truth
until my intuition learned
to scream in the dark.
I blamed my worth
for your betrayal,
shrinking myself
to explain your lies.
The cheating changed me
not by breaking me,
but by teaching me
how deeply I deserve peace.
I lost sleep, not dignity.
I lost illusions, not value.
I lost nothing
that was ever mine.
And now that I’m leaving,
I am not leaving in anger.
I am leaving with my eyes open,
with the truth fully named
and no desire to argue with it anymore.
I am leaving what betrayed me,
what lied to me,
what asked me to shrink
so it could stay comfortable.
I leave without wishing you harm,
and without wishing you well.
Some endings don’t need blessings,
they need boundaries.
This chapter ends here.
Not because it meant nothing,
but because I matter more.
What I carry with me is mine:
my faith, my softness, my discernment,
the strength it took to walk away
without needing you to understand.
From here on,
I choose peace without apology.
I choose a love that does not wound.
I choose a life that does not require
my silence to survive.
And how exciting,
how thrilling,
how joyous it is!
The heavens are rejoicing with me.
I have waited for the day I didn’t love you anymore.
How amazing!
Hey, Mamma Mia, watch me go again!
Dec 14, 2025
Dec 14, 2025 at 3:22 PM UTC
I will always feel your presence
Through these quantum
Ethereal waves
These strings they bind
Through our time lines
Beyond the conscious states
Countless questions
Reasoning why
Staggeringly suspect
Those subtle lies
It seems quite complicated
Yet it's as simplistic as can be
Along came a wind of change
And blew two spirits free
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Mar 8, 2017
Mar 8, 2017 at 6:50 AM UTC