#letsdothis
I've been watching too many episodes of "Being Erica" in my spare time. So maybe I should write my regrets out on paper. My biggest regret?
February - April Era.
Why? Well I won't bore you with the details, but let's just say I made a series of mistakes and the consequences came just as quickly as the mistakes were made.
And I know this isn't a TV show, so I know there is no taking back what happened. There are no do-overs. I could create a list of regrets, but that seems like it wouldn't help anybody.
So just for future reference, if we are going to work together, you're going to need to invest in a good punching bag. Trust me, it'll come in handy. I mean, I get mad and when push comes to shove, it's either gonna be you or the punching bag. And I think you might want to keep your body in tact.
Anyways, I guess since we're going to be spending these sessions together, you might as well get to know me. Most of my life is driven by 2 things:
Music and my friends.
And so far... one of those categories is slowly going. It's the whole reason I'm in therapy right now. I need your help.
My life is off the rails and maybe I am making too much of a big deal of this. So teach me how to live life on a restart. How to live... alone?
Or just... how to live at all.
So let's just get started shall we? I'll just write away this therapy like I did months ago. And honestly, this coming week will be hell on earth. But I'm willing to take it. Maybe I will just cry about it.
Maybe I won't.
Apr 21, 2017
Apr 21, 2017 at 11:21 PM UTC
I was called "Little Bird"
Precious, small, and brave.
I call you Bluebird.
Calm, peaceful, bright.
A thousand other adjectives,
I don't feel the need to list.
But I'm looking at this edge.
This cliff
That I am swiftly approaching.
Fall or fly.
Fall or fly.
Those are my only two options.
I've come too far for the third,
Which was turn around.
Fall or fly.
I mean, I'll fall anyway.
That's the only way I'll be able to fly.
But what if I lift off immediately.
Or what if I fall and I feel like I'm flying?
Only one way to find out.
Let's hope these broken wings,
Will take to the air,
If only to trail behind
The blue wings
I adore.
Jul 10, 2016
Jul 10, 2016 at 11:07 AM UTC