#laura
Laura. She tempts me much to self-abuse,
The sin of which is true love's evil twin.
I regularly sin by giving in,
Making a sock of fresh banana juice.
I struggle to resist, but what's the use
When future me will certainly begin
To tug himself (much to his own chagrin)
Thinking about her headlights and caboose?
The walnuts swell upon the walnut tree.
The sap is running—slimy walnut sap.
Her apples call my name. They're teasing me.
The hardwood grows with vigor in my lap.
I burn to plant my seed deep in her V,
The garden of her earth, then take a nap.
Jul 7, 2025
Jul 7, 2025 at 11:20 PM UTC
“She’s dead! Wrapped in plastic”
But her spirit is in the red room, waiting
The dream man offers her a comforting hand
As she dulls on the horror show of the past
The angel who went ashtray has returned
To take her peacefully away
She breaks down and cries but laughs at the same time
Because after a life of never feeling good enough
Wanted or truly loved
Seeing an angel made her feel worthy
Laura is the happiest she’ll ever be
Jan 13, 2021
Jan 13, 2021 at 8:03 PM UTC
this semblance
to taste
hers was
great with
the package
of Delilah
here as
the spirit
level drawn
nigh and
caped him
again in
lew when
feet here
loose alas
to chide
an allay
Jan 25, 2019
Jan 25, 2019 at 3:22 PM UTC
We walk into the rain
believing in a fluidity
of time. That outcomes
can change and be
certain. Be attained.
Life can be certain.
It will flow into
a life I have wished
for.
Life can be certain.
We will walk through
rains, walk until an outcome
can shine. Until our
sundog appears.
Life can be certain.
A brighter day is the
future. In our future.
Life can be certain. *
Jun 28, 2016
Jun 28, 2016 at 11:55 AM UTC
You spoke to me in a dream,
voice like honey,
"The angels won't save someone with so much devil in them."
Nights of bumming cigarettes
off men too old, who should know better.
Welcoming the darkest of us with a thin smile,
all opalescent.
Lost yourself in poker chips,
another wager on the poker table.
Some middle aged man's fantasy-
legs spread like Russian roulette,
who would go with you?
Appealing the sin inside of your bones,
you locked your demons in a box.
It's not your fault,
you were murdered.
you were chosen-
this world tends to expire on
a girl with an imbalance of hedonism & an angelic temperament.
Beauty can lead us to truly dangerous places;
those veins belong to you,
but BOB wants to bury himself underneath your skin.
Seashells mixed with bits of sand
clung to your ocean blue skin,
your lips looked apologetic.
"I'm sorry I wasn't myself"
- the town's patron saint
Early morning,
clouds shine down
on your still frame,
like a movie scene-
it's cold,
but you've always been a fan of snow
snowflakes touch your nose
in a light dust of blow.
Did you ever really live?
Or had you already been a ghost?
Of who they all had come to love and adore.
Aug 2, 2017
Aug 2, 2017 at 12:11 PM UTC
I watch him beat you
Make you feel like ****
You say it is over
You had enough of it
I thought that you were strong
That you were better than this
But you decide to let him brainwash you
How can I not be ******
You are mad at me for speaking my mind
About him that I do not trust
Not anymore
But this ends up being a bust
Everything you said before
The stuff that he has done to you
Now that was all a lie
None of that was true
You are mad at me
Because of how he treated you
You said the same when my love was being a ****
But it is differnet with this case, in your mind it is true
I will be supportive of what you choose to do
Though I fear that things will come to an end
Him, myself are not speaking
If you do go back, it will be very hard to be a friend
I will not take back how I feel, what I said
Take care
I hope you see the light of the truth
Saying good bye is hard to bare
May 18, 2014
May 18, 2014 at 12:31 PM UTC
Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that
Never was and never will be
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled
Look, here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh, how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled
Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can't find yourself lost in your lie
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled
It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
And somehow now you're everybody's fool
Aug 6, 2014
Aug 6, 2014 at 9:41 PM UTC