#latch
We latch on to the things
Which destroy us:
Love,
Vanity,
Wealth,
But what is the price we pay?
Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 9:13 AM UTC
I latch on memories.
This is probably the reason I have derealization.
I admire the past and it’s events; although, they have to be events that are different and not usual for my daily routine.
It could be from Yesterday or 3 years ago.
I start thinking about that event for along time.
If I am alone I will start sobbing.
I have no reason why I do this, but I do this.
Although, when I am in that event in the present I don’t consume the event all. Though when it’s the next day in the shower (can be anywhere )I start consuming the event and my emotions.
Jun 1, 2018
Jun 1, 2018 at 8:15 PM UTC
Why latch on a lover
who couldn't even shed a tear for you?
Does your pillow know
How you cried for her in a bar
Only to go home
with a drowning heart
For you held the beer bottle
More than her hand
You chugged it down
Hoping it will be emptier
Than you ever can
Dec 22, 2019
Dec 22, 2019 at 1:27 PM UTC