#lashingout
I do foolish things
when I'm blue
when I'm sad
and missing you
I do foolish things
like dancing all night
foolish things
drinking everything in sight
foolish things
shopping til I drop
foolish things
somehow, I cannot stop
doing foolish things
when I'm blue
when I'm sad
and missing you
I do foolish things
watching ‘parks & rec' all night
foolish things
drinking coffee until daylight
foolish things
dragging friends on crazy romps
foolish things
somehow I cannot stop
doing foolish things
when I'm blue
when I'm sad
and missing you
I do foolish things
acting like spring breakers
foolish things
herpy-dirping strangers
foolish things
acting like some whack-job
foolish things
but somehow I cannot stop
doing foolish things
when I'm blue
when I'm sad
and missing you
I do foolish things
making badong decisions
foolish things
I'm in an awkweird position
foolish things
I've begun precrastinating
foolish things
a change is indicated
so come back soon
cause when you do
there are foolish things
I want to do with you
foolish things
foolish things
crazy foolish things
foolish things
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Songs for this:
We're All Alone by Kennedy Ryon
Another Man's Jeans by Ashe
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A Christmas platlist - because there's 12 days til Christmas!!
https://daweb.us/xmas/Christmas_16.mp3
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slang
badong = bad / wrong
herpy-dirping = saying silly or outrageous things to strangers for effect.
awkweird = combination of 'awkward' and 'weird'.
precrastinating = procrastinating before procrastinating
Dec 13, 2024
Dec 13, 2024 at 11:21 AM UTC
“you look down, what’s wrong?”
“i’m fine.”
“...well you don’t look fine, bud.”
“...”
“what could you be sad about anyways? you’re breathing! you’re alive! you’ve got so much to live for in your life! quit complaining, you’re only pitying yourself.”
**** you. honestly.”
“it speaks!”
“seriously, **** you.”
**** me? why? is it because i’m too busy over here living a happy life, not pitying myself about **** that doesn’t matter?”
“SHUT THE **** UP. YOU LITERALLY CAME TO ME TO ASK WHAT WAS WRONG, YOU’VE GOT NO CLUE WHAT’S ON MY MIND. **** YOU FOR GOING OFF ON ME THE WAY YOU DID. YOU SHOULD’VE KEPT YOUR MOUTH SHUT IF ALL YOU WERE GOING TO DO WAS BELITTLE ME. HOW ON EARTH COULD YOU KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON INSIDE OF ME, YOU BARELY GAVE ME A CHANCE TO OPEN UP. AND I WAS HESITANT TO DO SO BECAUSE YOU’VE BELITTLED ME BEFORE. I DON'T DESERVE THE DEMONS IN MY MIND, NEVERTHELESS A ******** FROM YOU.”
“...”
“i’m not ******* pitying myself. i’m angry at myself, i’m sad about my life, i’m regretful for who i’ve hurt and why. i’d explain the stories behind these feelings but now i realize how unworthy you are of those. **** you.”
“jesus man, i’m sorry, i didn't realize how upset you were.”
“i wasn’t upset, i was down, NOW i’m upset.”
“well i’m sorry, didn’t mean to make you feel that way bud...”
“it’s fine. sorry for lashing out.”
“although, i’m not sorry that the universe likes me and is my friend. i guess that’s why i can’t relate.”
“yeah well, i’m sorry it isn't ******* mine.”
-melancholicreator
Nov 12, 2019
Nov 12, 2019 at 1:29 PM UTC
What are we?
But the sum of our experiences?
We walk around
The chains on our shoulders
We all have chains
The chains are what’s left of those experiences
We feel our chains but
The chains of others are invisible to us
We forget
That others may have greater chains than ours
That they may suffer daily like us
So we walk
Letting our chains
Slap into others and give them more chains
Without a second thought
For how they might feel
For our only concern is for our chains
So we lash out
Jun 9, 2016
Jun 9, 2016 at 12:23 PM UTC
I am not here to make you look good.
Not here to be your shadow
I won't stand by and let you hurt me
All CAUSE your afraid of the truth
Unable to grasp that reality
Isn't made just for you
I'm a human Being But you ignore that
You let me sit in dark without a care
Not even a glimpse in my direction
I stood up for You, Thought I was cool
Realized it was useless Cause I was just your tool
I am not lying just for you, I'm not going to lie to you
I see no reason to make fib, To turn into all the rest
Because I don't need your approval
I'm not here to impress
Mar 24, 2015
Mar 24, 2015 at 12:14 PM UTC