#lash
curled up,
eyes shut
with my back facing reality.
go unnoticed til you seek a source of
mutable mentality.
then you glimpse me at the corner of your eyes;
on accident,
on purpose,
by surprise?
or maybe by coincidence.
in a state,
sinking in a sunken place
eager to stand still
but the world, it never waits..
Apr 21, 2021
Apr 21, 2021 at 7:12 PM UTC
take it or leave it,
or take it then leave it...
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they'll take everything from you,
leave you empty,
empty-handed
& you'd let them...
because they're appealing to your mind,
in its lowest state;
you find interest in what's behind
but never knowing true face.
my dear,
be careful who you allow in your space.
Mar 13, 2020
Mar 13, 2020 at 3:24 PM UTC
i choke on these words
that have fled from containment
i sob and i take
gulps of air like hydration
i starve to maintain
this excess of hate
that sits loud and patient
across my whole navel
i blame these sharp words
that sneak out through my teeth
they lash out at you
as you stare wide at me
my headlights alarming your doe eyes
(no malice apparent but it breeds behind light)
as i speak in these slices of sentencing spite
(then i silently lie and regret in the night)
thought i grew this act out,
but i caved it all in
let it push its way up
let it surface my skin
just to see myself lose
what i thought was a win
Feb 18, 2020
Feb 18, 2020 at 3:46 PM UTC
be not influenced by the forces that try to dim your light.
your dna consists of forces that demand you shine bright.
don’t you ever play small,
though sometimes you may fall.
get back up & keep going,
the world needs you.
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 4:52 PM UTC
i appreciate you,
& the more i think about it i can’t see myself without you.
it may seem too soon to tell,
but my heart is so manipulative.
though logic says otherwise,
love says do not give up.
because if you want it bad enough,
it’s yours ❤️
Dec 2, 2018
Dec 2, 2018 at 9:51 PM UTC
no love for the weak,
only loving on weekends.
no love through the week,
i am at my wits end.
let me love you,
let me need you.
you can have your cake and eat too.
Superman, your cape is crumpled in the corner of the room.
you can’t save these hoes and me too.
i can’t let them win, i need you.
i can’t let you in, if you don’t let me in.
i wont lose, you know im playing for the win.
Dec 2, 2018
Dec 2, 2018 at 9:49 PM UTC
soo much positive vibes,
im elevating
to peace of mind,
im evolving.
i free my mind in a higher place.
i need my time,
i need my space.
i am sublime,
can’t find a trace of me,
anywhere.
i am only here.
i am light & love,
sowing seeds of ever promise.
ill make you aware,
help you to see the seeds you’ve harvest.
Dec 1, 2018
Dec 1, 2018 at 1:39 PM UTC
i am from the place of the stars and the moon.
where planets,
they bloom like a flower.
i am far away,
still i feel so at home.
awaiting a count down to my final hour.
i won’t be here,
in a light year.
but ill leave a memory,
oh so faint.
you’ll see sparks of certain memories that you may have never seen.
questioning reality
or a lucid dream.
Dec 1, 2018
Dec 1, 2018 at 1:37 PM UTC
i worry less about having more,
& cherish all that i have.
i am distant from complaint,
i do what i can to help.
i live a life in my eyes pleasing,
ive seen true purpose,
need no more reason.
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i have been chosen,
to uplift,
i have a special chosen gift.
a light being,
i stand apart.
embracing beauty,
exploring heart.
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a wise girl from the east,
who’s seen her share of fears,
stands fearless at the gates of hell,
her skin embraced with stares.
no longer tied to the level,
a new portal opened up.
her demons wave,
her demons cry,
“to a great warrior,
we wish you luck.”
Dec 1, 2018
Dec 1, 2018 at 1:26 PM UTC
when you’re lost in the wind,
i own the words to soothe your soul.
keep your diamonds,
i am worth far much more than gold.
inner peace, especially
you’ll find when you get near me
your fears alleviate.
you’ll see the unseen.
my aura is of essence,
my destiny derived
from the bloodline of creation.
i am creator,
in disguise.
you see the linger in my eyes.
you see all that you’ve been deprived.
i am the truth.
i see fulfillment in my youth.
simple blessings,
i am simply blessed.
when i am lagging i just catch my breath.
a certain healing in the wind,
a certain power from within.
a flower from the earth,
a flame you can’t put out.
more power to the earth,
reveal all you are about.
a soul with depth of oceans,
light energy waves in motion.
so calm,
silent devotion,
a dose of magic potion.
Dec 1, 2018
Dec 1, 2018 at 1:18 PM UTC
you are a star,
one of many but your light stands apart.
you hold a beauty that this world has never seen.
you are the love that heals & mends the broken heart.
for every nightmare,
you are the sweetest dream.
the most fearless of fairies,
a balance of darkness and light.
you are a mixture of the seasons,
the most mystical sight.
you are essential to existence,
so divine,
so convincing.
a challenging goddess of the wise.
i see the fate of the world in your eyes.
you are destiny,
here in disguise.
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 2:05 PM UTC
solitude & silence,
nothing here is violent.
living on good vibes & light energies.
Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 7:26 PM UTC
remember yourself for all that you are,
a beautiful child of the cosmos,
filled with strong feminine energies that can change the world.
goddess of love, light & acceptance.
angelic force of peace.
wild, chaotic & creative.
vibrant & earthbound.
beautiful with a mind made of stars,
& a body of the universe.
you CONQUER!
young on the earth,
old in the galaxies.
living two worlds but separated by a shimmering veil.
aware.
always safe in the arms of yourself.
become who you are meant to be.
embrace your female energy.
Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 6:32 PM UTC
as my thoughts race,
and my mind wanders.
will i ever find peace?
why do i always make a stranger of the people i meet?
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 7:23 PM UTC
school girl,
never follow the rules girl,
substance abusing,
think it’s amusing,
wanna be cool girl.
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Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 7:17 PM UTC
as my old wounds are healing,
new wounds have opened up.
& i cannot help but feeling
like i am out of luck.
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i am falling in the daze of skinny luv.
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 7:09 PM UTC
inhale,
exhale,
watch my problems float away..
no more stressing,
no more problems in the way.
i fly nightly,
i am grounded by the day.
i don’t medicate,
i meditate.
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 7:05 PM UTC
the day i lost you,
i never thought that i would lose you forever.
the day i lost you forever,
i wished we could be together.
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you are in a better space,
a higher place.
i still feel the warmth
of your embrace.
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i still dream about you,
somehow i live without you.
i know you’re watching down too,
i know i gotta get through.
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 7:01 PM UTC
i am a perky little,
quirky little,
misjudged little wild flame.
i am a fairytale believing,
pain relieving flower from the earth.
i am from a planet where we,
we do not even see
just how blessed we can be.
we don’t see the values,
we misuse our energy.
& we are crying out,
when we should be crying in...
there is a light way up above,
way up above
the universe, it shows me love.
yeah, i am love.
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 6:48 PM UTC
light figure,
bright figure,
lurking in the dark.
i see you in the bushes.
i see you making a mark.
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ill stand and stare,
for awhile.
i can not make out a form.
but im not getting any closer,
im not going any farther.
Nov 23, 2018
Nov 23, 2018 at 12:19 PM UTC
everyday i pray for you.
i pray you’ll always make it through,
whatever life may throw.
whichever way it goes.
i speak positive words.
i speak success,
& strength to chase your dreams & give your best.
you are safe & secure,
you are blessed, i am sure.
because everyday i pray for you,
everyday you’ll make it through.
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Nov 23, 2018
Nov 23, 2018 at 12:17 PM UTC
i swore to myself i wouldn’t be afraid to love again.
i stood strong as i won the war within me.
no matter how badly i’d been bruised
or the bad seeds planted.
i still wanted to give love a million second chances.
but it just runs from me.
love is done with me.
Nov 23, 2018
Nov 23, 2018 at 10:01 AM UTC
silly little girl,
thinking that someone could love you.
beyond all the slightly faded scars and battles that you went through.
silly little broken girl,
thinking someone will ever care.
they all just see a broken piece with loneliness so clear.
silly little broken girl.
just run away,
maybe you’ll find someone to love,
somewhere, someday.
don’t you stay,
they’ll never hear the things you say.
they’ll just trample you,
push you aside,
say that you’re not good enough.
they’ll say that you were fun to try,
maybe next time you’ll have better luck.
Nov 23, 2018
Nov 23, 2018 at 9:53 AM UTC
no need to prove your worth to the weak that cannot comprehend.
there’s no need to put up a wall,
there’s no need to pretend.
stand boldly in your truth,
stand strong and raise hell.
don’t you cry out for help.
don’t lose yourself.
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don’t allow a love so shallow to try to drown you.
watch the people that are fake,
they’re all around you.
only the depth is profound,
a love that cannot be found.
it’s higher, in a new dimension,
i’ve been searching the ground.
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if true love is what you seek,
you’ll find it at your lowest peak.
because those that love you when you’re weak,
are the ones you’ll want to keep.
Nov 23, 2018
Nov 23, 2018 at 9:42 AM UTC
i do not see a sober day,
i cannot see what’s in my way.
i am on 10,
im out of space.
im not okay.
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drugs drugs drugs
replace the feeling of needing to be
loved loved loved.
it is embarrassing to say i need a
hug hug hug
but im okay.
i don’t need anyone.
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 11:05 PM UTC