#lanterne
Les pensées ne sont que pensées,
Des fantômes nés dans mon esprit,
Silhouettes que je vois danser
Et que je nourris malgré moi, sans répit.
C’est une machine infernale,
Qui tourne, invente, se déchaîne,
Créant démons, visions fatales,
Monstres gonflés de peur ancienne.
Mais ces monstres, sous la lumière,
Ne sont que pantomines fragiles.
Quand j’écris, ils deviennent poussière ;
Quand je cours, leur pouvoir vacille.
Le soleil les fait fondre un moment,
Sans les dissoudre entièrement :
Ils reviennent, inlassablement,
Dans un perpétuel mouvement.
Je cherche la force pour enfin
Éteindre la lanterne magique,
Ancêtre des mirages sans fin
Où ma tête se complique
Pour laisser mon esprit reposer
**** de ses visions insensées.
Dec 2, 2025
Dec 2, 2025 at 5:50 PM UTC
A
Blackness
Condenses,
Digging into
Emptiness - a scar
Falling from the mountain.
Grasp, grasp for hold with a stiff
Hand, like a memory faded
Into a second past, frantic search
Juxtaposed with the slipperyness of
Killed memories' blood, covers anything with
Laquer, and if we don't find what we came here for,
Madness will take us, pull us down, define us, but with
No language, no sound, no form, only that fleeted scent that's
Owned by that evil sand-monster of time. We got a taste of
Produce discontinued, till maybe or maybe not it will rise
Quietly from the ashes like an apparition. But when we try
Reeling it in, we get back a hook empty of water, only filled with
Space. Something stolen from us by its memory. Skin, flesh and bone, all of
them
Torn from us under anesthesia, too deep to feel, by now we've woken up and
Understand there's something missing and oh if only we could just go back, go
back to
Valley, nameless and knownless, I just know it's a valley, a smudge between a
horn and a
Weeping river of frozen rips that pile like great heaps of sand, a desert of
disaction. Point
X lost as much as we, a part of our soul somewhere between and somewhere
in these all, and unknown
Y a junction and we go down both our arms that are chopped off at the wrist,
there's nowhere else to go but
Z, the very end of our journey, where we look at the red blooms of hands, and
we move on, with our brief day.
Sep 20, 2025
Sep 20, 2025 at 5:45 PM UTC
If
I could
Go back to
My childhood days
I
Wouldn't
Do well on
All of those tests
I'd ***** up each one
So no one would expect
That I'd automatically
Ace everything on the first try
I
Would not
Be docile
To all adults
Because then I could
Express my discontent
With the adults in power
With less hesitation now
I
Would not
Quiet down
Stop acting up
Hide my discomfort
So that maybe now
I'd be less afraid to
Show the bad parts of my mind
To show those signs of mental pain
I
Instead
Would make sure
That I could live
As free as I could
Unafraid to fall
Less afraid of power
Maybe not entir'ly free
But enough to want to live now
Oct 20, 2018
Oct 20, 2018 at 6:15 PM UTC