#lackoflove
Dining on copious amounts of serotonin
Dopamine fiend
I get called a terrible teen
Lack of melotonin
Sleepless dreams
Of seizing opportunities
But I don't participate in life; truancy
I guess I'm nothing more than another one of heroin's machines
Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 1:35 PM UTC
I was such a child myself, ten years old
I came to the institution, unwanted
and ignorant how
Till my brother found me
between the infants of my class
and told me how
I was 37 when I got a family
I asked them for shelter
but they didn't know how
So I stayed here and grew old
wrapped in sheets of folding paper
keeping back how
suffocating my life is
No one smooths out the folds
No one knows how
Sep 7, 2025
Sep 7, 2025 at 9:21 AM UTC
Wind stings and nips at
My cheek, but it’s nothing like
Your seasoned kisses.
Kisses that I am lacking
From your sly lips: bitter-sweet.
Dec 23, 2018
Dec 23, 2018 at 9:17 PM UTC
Decision making,
eyes shaking,
earth quaking,
life taking,
high staking,
things that we love.
Things that we love,
they're better when they're free,
some love expensive,
some love subjective
none love objective
limited,
their love,
intangible,
their love.
Their love, intangible.
How to get it,
who knows.
Who knows,
if we suppose that we all have a heart.
Does everyone feel the same beat?
Do we notice when we're frozen?
Is there a doctor to tell us we have trouble,
The Doctor is here,
"Paul Reever,
have you any fear?
They say you speak ill things
they see your need for belonging."
Da Vinci is here,
"I opened you up,
the human heart should be soft,
tender,
warm.
Your heart is hard,
cemented,
cold."
The Priest is here,
"Demented,
legion receiving
fiend with insides screamin'.
60% water,
a human is,
60% evil,
your being within."
Knock, knock,
my name is dark,
what a shame to claim the fame of pride
insane it drives
bee hives done with lives
sharp knives fill the night skies
flying down when it rains
ending your pain with a strange
bolt of lightning
worth the sight seeing
it's enticing
that all this writing
is enough to stop the fighting
my imagination,
if it were to come true,
perhaps a better ending would start befriending
the sense of purpose
so condescending lack of vending
when it comes to sending
red lips
dismissed
Love,
they say.
Humans get away.
Portrayed with materialism,
all of it is grim.
Feb 1, 2018
Feb 1, 2018 at 3:54 AM UTC