She's changed and 
much more sensitive 
than she used to be like:

She'll cry if something 
is sad enough to cry 
about and say "how sad!"

To herself, she says
softness can be a reverse 
blade sword that cannot ****

It says "I will not **** with
a murderous strike: a representation 
of a murderous stroke, twice 

Removed from a first killing 
swing a springtime of ****** 
youth and creative expression 

Exists in the ego only and 
the line between signs a 
flash of the you in the universe 

How natural and harsh, such
lovely waste: an amazing 
mazing system of constructing