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"I am alive inside, ha! April fools."
Said those who've been betrayed,
How sad that the love we had was just a phase,
April fools; I guess the joke was on me
there I stand hurting and you laugh like it's funny,
I am nothing without you and that's the truth,
Disappointing that out love was a lie,
Kiss you is to shoot myself in the face and still I kissed you,
It's over now...
...No more me and you.
Apr 20, 2018
Apr 20, 2018 at 9:16 AM UTC
She came into my life, like a tsunami.
Crashing down on everything around me
Every negative she created a positive
My emptiness, she refilled with flowers.
The shallowness like a bird bowl without water
She made deep again
The grey cloud around my head, vanished.
And there was only a beautiful blue sky.
Her smile like the sun
Growing the flowers that filled my former emptiness.
Her voice like the sound of the birds and angels, singing.
She, nothing like the rest
To me, she was the wishing star
Rare to find and celebrated when found
She, nothing like the rest
To me, there's no greater person of perfection than she.
She, nothing like the rest
To me, was the strongest of all
She, nothing like the rest
To me, was the best of the best.
Free spirited but ambitious in what she stands for and believes in
A girl that is priceless would become even a billionaires actual wealth.
Personality like non-removable roots so she laughs even when there's people throwing shade at her.
Eyes like blue toned gold pearls, priceless.
Movement like the grace of a ballet dancing Angel.
Mind like an indestructible processor.
Heart like no one or nothing on Earth...
...so surely she's not of Earth.
Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 4:21 PM UTC
We first met and you meant nothing.
We spoke and I let you in through the front door.
We spent time together and the electricity powered the main board.
Than you became the help fixing the broken windows, repainting, cleaning and joining all the broken pieces.
For the time took care and maintained well.
I let you in and it was good.
The home felt like gold.
The water was clean, pure and tasteful.
The electricity never went out, there was always light.
Was always day, never night.
The atmosphere finally felt like a home.
I let you in you not realising the mistake that I'd make.
Because, now you're gone.
Home to another man.
And my hearts no longer a home, it's devastated and broken again.
Broken, I could never be the same.
Struggles get harder the more you care.
All the girls I talk to just to try and forget your name.
You were my dream but now you're gone and you're my nightmare.
I don't wish you harm just that wherever you are that you stay there.
Feb 22, 2018
Feb 22, 2018 at 10:07 AM UTC
I was blinded
But now I see the truth
You were just dirt in my mind
Dirt in my arms
Dirt on my clothes
Dirt in my bed
Dirt on my heart
Dirt on my soul
Disinfect the memories
Disinfect my clothes
Disinfect my sheets
Disinfect my blood
Disinfect my being
With you it was all promises and never seeing.
Your lips were germs pressed against mine
Your body was a disease held against mine
Your hair was an illness ran through my fingers
Detox my lips
Detox my body
Detox my fingers
For now we're nothing but strangers.
Feb 21, 2018
Feb 21, 2018 at 5:36 AM UTC
Funny how guys take girls and make use of one out of many of their talents, gifts and uses.
Darling come near I see your hurt let me carry some of your bruises.
I understand you just want love and daddy wasn't there so you're stuck running after the wrong dudes.
Darling come near let me help and have some of your wounds.
Why you catching feelings? He doesn't care if you're breathing, probably doesn't even remember your name.
Darling come near I'll comfort you in your pain.
You and him had *** but to him, you were nothing more than a toy that he could play.
Darling come near I'll do whatever I can to help you make that memory go away.
He treated you to dinner just so he could get your three deserts.
Darling come near let me help remind you not all guys are perverts.
He took you to a movie just so later he could watch you get naked.
Darling come near remember we all make mistakes we've hated.
Addicted he treated you like a cure to his *** addiction, but really your beauty and uniqueness is a drug.
Darling come near I'll hold you or even just give you a hug.
For guys who have mistreated girls, you're all going below earth because you failed to see her worth, girls are all a blessing and you're all a curse, a real man can treat all woman right, whether she is or not Mrs right, don't judge, love and give hugs, stop thinking life's a game of hustle, you don't know their struggle.
He left you in fear.
Darling come near.
We can talk and dry up your tears.
You're all queens, you'll find someone who sees that sooner than the next few years.
He left you in fear.
Darling come near.
He helped you just because he had an alternative motive, rode you're feelings like a wave in the oceans.
Darling come near, I'll listen to you talk about your emotions.
He left you broken at the end.
Darling come near, I can be a good friend.
For he left you in fear.
Darling come near.
Feb 19, 2018
Feb 19, 2018 at 4:46 PM UTC