#katjk
I loved you more.
Then I loved myself.
I sat there and forgave.
All your flaws
All your anger
All your secrets
But it seemed like you could never love me.
I tried and tried.
I huffed and I puffed.
But it was like a wall I couldn't entirely blow down.
It was like you went out of your way.
To try to get me out of your life.
I gave you more than you deserved.
I just wanted you to love me.
-Kat. J. K.
Mar 23, 2025
Mar 23, 2025 at 11:31 AM UTC
You were my own mother.
I stand there looking at my feet.
As you tell me, I don't deserve to cry.
You call me a monster.
Because what kind of daughter could be
Crazy enough to act this way
Certainly not mine.
Our relationship was toxic.
But you gave me life.
And a roof over my head
You called me a cruel daughter.
I can't stop myself from arguing every chance I get.
You call me manipulative when I say hurtful things when I get mad.
I am so used to apologizing to you.
You stopped believing me when I did.
When I was 12, you saw healed scars on my thighs.
You made me think that no one would ever love me.
Because what kind of man would love a girl with cuts on her body?
Nothing you said made sense.
I could never win when I talked to you.
Because you were my mother and were “always right.”
The worst part was I believed you.
-Kat. J. K.
Mar 22, 2025
Mar 22, 2025 at 1:18 PM UTC
I loved him.
And he loved me.
I feel like I lost myself.
And he found me.
I love the daytime.
Because I miss him at night.
Little did I know he
Was planting bombs
Disguised as flowers
I got addicted so quickly.
His absence created a
Growing desire in me
He had me wrapped.
Around his finger
And then he broke.
me into little pieces and
Scattered my remains at the
Corners of Earth
I am lost again.
With no one to find me
-Kat. J. K.
Mar 24, 2025
Mar 24, 2025 at 5:06 PM UTC