#kalpana
Writing you
In my mortal coil
Never I expected you to
Walk out of my imagination
Even in a secret desire
But you did, baby
Yes you did.
I had abdicated
You came on 29 Feb
Unexpectedly you came
Out of Kalpana, the imagination
Seeking advice from me
On the difficult path
I came out of past.
You are the harbinger of hope
For my dying soul, you are dope
My dark days & gloomy nights end
Now that my twilight shines so bright
I not any longer shall need to bend
My gladness in darkness I *****
I shall come out with this rope.
Jun 28, 2020
Jun 28, 2020 at 3:23 AM UTC
She writes poems for me,
But I am still stuck there.
She tries so hard for me,
But I just can't respond.
She obviously suffered a lot,
But I even have had suffered.
That way I think she understands me,
But my happiness she can not induce.
Jul 31, 2017
Jul 31, 2017 at 4:29 AM UTC
Scent of flowers,
Coming up my breath,
Forms a Haiku.
Jul 7, 2017
Jul 7, 2017 at 11:01 AM UTC
You tell me that you love me,
"Oh thank you!" I say.
But you aren't happy with the answer.
And you keep on telling me so,
"I don't know what else to say."
I can only ever manage this.
My heart has been broken badly,
I can't tell you anything gladly.
Please understand and let me be.
Jun 17, 2017
Jun 17, 2017 at 6:13 AM UTC
A girl who is hoping to be with me,
Theming all her poetry around me,
Unable I am to reflect her feelings,
Lose I did myself in my past lover.
Love her I did that bit too much,
Of her decisions I was an abider,
Vainly are all the sacrifices I made,
Except only when unavoidable,
Did I ever ignore her? I did not.
Killed me she with her love and deceit,
Remain just the memories of her,
I let my mind linger in past,
Pleasured I am by her memories,
I just cannot once again take chances.
And I will just live with her memories,
Not that I consider myself so worse,
Desist I will from marriage all my life.
I am so scared of loving anyone else,
Slowly I watch my days running out.
Now I will never be uncertain,
Of course I would be sans fear,
What scares me would be past.
Scientist I want to become for real,
Concentrate I will more on career,
And her memories won't plague,
Romance I will with myself more,
Elephantine will be my happiness,
Dress rehearsals I do for success.
Old memories will not haunt me,
Finally I'll be one with happiness.
Last desire of my heart,
Of course won't be fullfilled,
Very sure because I am lonely,
Enjoy I'll this eternal loneliness.
Jun 14, 2017
Jun 14, 2017 at 4:27 AM UTC
O Kalpana,
I am sorry.
I can't reciprocate,
I'm such a pitiful chicken.
O Kalpana,
I am sorry.
I can't take chances,
I'm afraid it'll be broken.
O Kalpana,
I am sorry.
I can't love ever again,
I'm scared of caring & losing.
May 31, 2017
May 31, 2017 at 9:38 AM UTC