#kabbalist
the irises have passed,
their existence, entirety,
a three week, 21 day, gun salute,
to which I was witness to but an
abbreviated four short generational
days
the Kabbalist among us say Kaddish,
and a-Buddhist chants so-be-it,
both celebrating the brevity cycle
of natural things, both notating,
that death makes room for more
ugly yelloe'd and black now,
these irises are now
misfits on a breezy,
dancing summer lawn
today, shriveled and misshapen,
they compare and contrast
on a normative, glorious,
June Sunday that
picturesque presents
the living and the deceased,
side by side
all comrades,
all summer sundries
on a dancing grass blanket
half-graveyard battlefield,
the half-heaven
oft I have writ of the beach detritus,
the shells, the sun burnt *****
a recycled funeral rectory where
no one utters prayers for the
no longer alive historical artifacts
what has this to do
with that human construct,
artifice of memory,
a string on the finger
of the mind,
a pausation, a man-made creation
to momentarily recall another of
nature's cycle -
your children
Have children.
Am a father.
Had a father in my youthful days.
this is a boy scout qualification medal,
marker of me as Expert,
permitting me to commentary
with gravitas, now that I’ve graduated
to grandfather status,
I enjoy superstar freedom
to opine inanely on such matters
of my father have I writ,
of my sons, those remain unseen,
likely neither will mark these day
with a telephone call
or an all-I-got-was-this-lousy-t shirt
gift of gall
I say that's ok for what else is there,
certainly not an unthinking, dismissive
whatever
it saddens me some for sure,
but it makes judge myself as human being
on a gradation of one to none
but more than this internal reflection,
I ponder this hallmark'd day,
as life cycle point notarized,
in verse and rhyme,
for that is what I do best
for before,
many father's day
in the priory passed,
most unrecallable,
just another ceremonial checkmark,
habitually acquitted,
but somewhere
in a drawer of shirts,
in a home I store stuff in,
I do believe, there are some cards
from decades past,
that prove nothing,
other than life goes on,
and we best capture
what we can, as best we can...
with small, objet d'art of sorts
Perhaps one will call after all...
in any event,
to honor the dead,
to mark the existing,
the bannered ship's bell rung,
its sonorous sound,
notable and onerous,
fades as well
but man and animal,
plant and tree,
a living fraternal sorority,
who all look over my shoulder
as I compose on
that Adirondack chair you
by now, we’ll acquainted
they know,
for whom the bell tolls this day,
and why as well,
as we all pause and contemplate
where we are on this day,
on our own overlapping cycles
Jun 15, 2014
Jun 15, 2014 at 11:55 AM UTC