#jw
hi so just wondering what y'all think I look like cuz I'm✨curious✨ hehe ok :P
Jan 3
Jan 3, 2026 at 8:28 PM UTC
Stumbling
back and forth
falling to the side
crooked is the path
of unstable pride
Written words of old
remain only light
To deviate
sets yourself on high
following those
who only divide.
There is not a man alive
who doesn't stumble
once or twice
Forgiveness
is the bonding
rope
A golden
way to survive
Aug 22, 2021
Aug 22, 2021 at 11:14 AM UTC
Red
Strong
Heart
Be
Bold
&
Courageous
You
Are
Not
Cold
You
Are
Not
Weak
Be
What
You
Are
Steadfast
And
Meek
Aug 15, 2021
Aug 15, 2021 at 1:52 PM UTC
*When I walk your roadway
I love the steep hills
I notice the beauty
I see the greenery
The shade of oaks
Covers me
The breeze cools my skin*
*When I walk your roadway
My intentions are pure
My heart sees only the good in you
My eyes try to find honesty
In yours*
*When I walk your roadway
I hope the best
For your life
My thoughts towards you
are only peace
I do not seek to waste
Your time or mine
I sacrifice my own
To walk your roadway*
Apr 22, 2019
Apr 22, 2019 at 3:01 PM UTC
The sun shined down onto my face
Couldn't find out why it reminded me of a certain time and place
A memory forgotten but not fully erased
I struggle to remember but then I'm hit with the pain
Why did you run away, and why didn't I chase?
Mar 3, 2019
Mar 3, 2019 at 9:47 AM UTC
"Remember fun?"
"Remember love?"
"Remember me?"
"Remember us?"
I asked why
But you just smiled and waved at me
Your last guy
Jan 25, 2019
Jan 25, 2019 at 4:05 AM UTC
A life that controls you is a life out of control
So I stare out the window hoping the colors arn't dull
While avoiding the pounding that's breaking my skull
I stare at my phone waiting for you to call
While balancing on my sanity hoping I don't fall
I'm close to the edge yet I continue to stall
While I'm fading away, but it's not your fault
I don't plan to die because my will is strong
But my heart shatters if I hear certain songs
It sounds cliche but I promise you're wrong
I am anything but happy and calm
I continue to hurt with each word that I write
But I do it because I know that it's right
In the long run I'll feel better is what they say every night
Although maybe fading out is better than a fight
Jan 25, 2019
Jan 25, 2019 at 3:43 AM UTC
I asked for her forgiveness only to be met with greed
She did not want to give but only to receive
I only felt at peace when I was deep within sleep
"What did I do?" was the question I 'd repeat
I had not realized what lead to my defeat
Alone in the snow fingers interlocked, but they're my own
Trying to remember the feeling of her throat
I gave her my body and I gave her my soul
But she still wanted more so I gave her my home
My mind was destroyed now an empty dome
She's taken my heart and I'm left with a stone
"What did I do?" I asked myself
..."Oh"...
Nov 20, 2018
Nov 20, 2018 at 10:45 PM UTC
Alone we wait inside our heads
We're trapped in constant pain and dread
Before the first time our eyes even met
I knew in the end I'd wish I were dead
You call and cry then repeat, but I'm trying
To break the cycle that keeps you crying
When we're together the light begins shining
But in the end the two of us are dying
Nov 20, 2018
Nov 20, 2018 at 4:06 AM UTC
Lungs collapsing from the heavy breaths
The memory of her laying on my chest
She brought me pain I thought she jest
Left unnamed and surely blessed
I feel her name inside my neck
The words abstained they could've left
I feel detained inside my head
The air feels heavy when inside my chest
Long dark corridors lacking memories within
The doors locked shut to keep her in
I could never forget the smile she hid
Just because I wasn't him
She told me things I wish I never heard
Like words unsaid to remain unhurt
I wish those words remained unheard
I've gone insane but still feel every word
Oct 7, 2018
Oct 7, 2018 at 10:45 AM UTC
The chills echo down my spine
Like the last words of my love
I contemplate the next step
I wonder if I am better off above
I realize that there is more to life
Before I do what can't be undone
I reverse this state of mind
And I find something to be my Sun
She laughs and she cries
She leaves me hung
She breathes and she dies
I think I'm done
I hope to God I can find someone
To warm me up, to be my Sun.
Oct 5, 2018
Oct 5, 2018 at 6:19 PM UTC
Be my mind today
Protect me from myself
The threats that atempt
to take away
My sanity
Be my heart
Help me not to sway
This way and that
Protect me from heartbreak
Be my helmet
Let me only look to you
Feed my mind courage
Let my strength renew
Be my shield
Let your word be my guide
Let me listen to songs
Your people sing
Bring out the best inside
Be my sword
The only one I yield
Make me remember
Scripture
Don't let me listen to how I feel
I know my heart
Treaturous thing
So I know I need your help
In everything
I will ignore this heart
I don't want to assume anything
But you will help me through
Because you are my refuge
No matter what life brings
Feb 16, 2017
Feb 16, 2017 at 10:24 AM UTC
I still see you, as hard as it is to look your way. Months have passed now, along with your fair share of strung along, hopeless girls who are now lost in their sorrows, thinking of you as I do but with more genuine thoughts because they got closer to you than I ever did. I tried, and I tried, and I got close to your soul, but never to your body, and I simply wanted to be all over both. Stringing along girls is your specialty ****** I want to tell her right now to watch out, and guard her fragile heart. I've moved on myself, encasing her fragile heart with my hands and protecting the once-broken, beating follicle in my hands, protecting it with every last breath I take. I know you used to kiss her but she's mine now and you can't string her along anymore.
Nov 24, 2014
Nov 24, 2014 at 6:22 PM UTC
You constantly make it impossible for us to talk.
I want to wind myself around your body.
Feeling your soft skin placed ever so delicately against mine.
I want to constantly hold your hand.
Entwining our fingers ever so vividly.
Holding your hand tightly so you don't blow away into the sky.
I want to write your name across the sky with clouds.
Because for now, for recently,
you are all the clouds in my sky.
It is not the mere thought of you that entrances me.
It is the way you smile at the simplest things.
It's the way you entangle our bodies from behind.
It's the way I feel your hot breath sharp against the back of my neck when I'm tangled in your arms like the numb, depressed human being that I am.
To put it simply, it's the way you exist.
You are ever so endearing to me, and I will constantly tell you.
No matter how often you constantly tell me to leave.
Sep 9, 2014
Sep 9, 2014 at 11:55 PM UTC
I imagine that your knowledge of me is dissipating.
You no longer want to know me from the inside out.
Still I gaze at you from afar, and I know you aren't willing to see me.
Yet we glance at each other, and we break out in childish, amusement filled grins
and you are beautiful.
Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 6:28 PM UTC
I knelt to pray, but not for long,
I had much to do.
"Must hurry off and get to work,
For bills would soon be due!",
And so I said a hurried prayer,
Jumped up and off my knees,
My Christian duty now was done,
My soul could be at ease.
All through the day I had no time,
To speak a word of cheer;
No time to speak of the Kingdom to friends,
'They'd laugh at me', I feared.
No time, no time, so much to do,
That was my constant cry.
No time to give to those in need-
At last t'was time to die.
And when before Jehovah I came,
I stood with feeling of strife,
Within his hands he held a book-
It was the Book of Life.
God looked into his book and said:
"Your name I cannot find,
I once was going to write it down,
But never found the time."
❥
Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 10:35 PM UTC
My support for your dreams is
as long-lasting as zinc,
because your potential to shine
is as immense as unpolished platinum.
I do not care what others might say or think,
for a tiny spark will light you up
as bright as magnesium .
Aug 29, 2015
Aug 29, 2015 at 2:19 AM UTC