#july1 - Hello Poetry

By Arcassin Burnham A failure at heart of all the most harshest things Will never see the inside of a lovely fling, I will never get to experience the finer things, And will never get to take in all the beautiful things, Disgrace by some and mistaken by others, Everyone sees you as an entity just hiding in dark Corridors and making the ghost sounds because your Trapped behind a curtain of shame and pure let downs Scurrying from the scenes that you've failed to realize, I wonder how the stars would look in Paradise, Everyday I realize that I could never do what you do, Could never obtain the statuses that you possess to be crude, No I'm not as strong but I'm not afraid to hit you in the face, To be ridiculed will get you killed, this is not a phase, When I say I hate you it's not a metaphor, Family or not , I trust no one, If this is the way life has to be then bring more, I'm use to situations anyway to find out what else is in store, I will be great, I will rise, 19.

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Jul 1, 2016

Jul 1, 2016 at 6:33 AM UTC

arcassin-burnham

Disgusted #3

By Arcassin Burnham A failure at heart of all the most harshest things Will never see the inside of a lovely fling, I will never get to experience the finer things, And will never get to take in all the beautiful things, Disgrace by some and mistaken by others, Everyone sees you as an entity just hiding in dark Corridors and making the ghost sounds because your Trapped behind a curtain of shame and pure let downs Scurrying from the scenes that you've failed to realize, I wonder how the stars would look in Paradise, Everyday I realize that I could never do what you do, Could never obtain the statuses that you possess to be crude, No I'm not as strong but I'm not afraid to hit you in the face, To be ridiculed will get you killed, this is not a phase, When I say I hate you it's not a metaphor, Family or not , I trust no one, If this is the way life has to be then bring more, I'm use to situations anyway to find out what else is in store, I will be great, I will rise, 19.

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By Arcassin Burnham Sectioning out the number of loses in my History from exs to family, There's a thing called holy Trinity, Hope my life will get better soon from all the Healing, If there was a chance, Id take it, I'm ready and willing, I usually stay out of problems that my neighborhood Portrays, Got a bundle full of fake friends that simply know My name, Had to hold on to the memories of prices I paid, But after awhile I got tired and just perished away, Now that I'm operation ghost I can not speak to anyone, Stay inside everyday and paranoia is really fun, Sarcasm is one of the things I picked up from this Experience, I'm changing all of my appearances to something More conspicuous, This is getting more and more ridiculous, And I just keep fighting this anxiety while I stay Anonymous, Staying hidden from the world, no more psychiatrists, You think I'm missing sanity well I'm not missing this, I just hope I'm in the clear.

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Jul 1, 2016

Jul 1, 2016 at 6:31 AM UTC

arcassin-burnham

In The Clear

By Arcassin Burnham Sectioning out the number of loses in my History from exs to family, There's a thing called holy Trinity, Hope my life will get better soon from all the Healing, If there was a chance, Id take it, I'm ready and willing, I usually stay out of problems that my neighborhood Portrays, Got a bundle full of fake friends that simply know My name, Had to hold on to the memories of prices I paid, But after awhile I got tired and just perished away, Now that I'm operation ghost I can not speak to anyone, Stay inside everyday and paranoia is really fun, Sarcasm is one of the things I picked up from this Experience, I'm changing all of my appearances to something More conspicuous, This is getting more and more ridiculous, And I just keep fighting this anxiety while I stay Anonymous, Staying hidden from the world, no more psychiatrists, You think I'm missing sanity well I'm not missing this, I just hope I'm in the clear.

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By Arcassin Burnham Not redeemable in the slightest bit of having Better luck to being a big shot while collecting what Is suppose to be mine, I have no kinda time to waste time on tyrants like Yourself, I'm trying to succeed in wealth, No luck with getting some help, And they say life is what you make it, Well i made it into hell, And I swear that I can tell nobody cares about My way of living but all I really wanna do is Do good for myself, I can not spend all of my time just sitting, Choking the life out of my future while I'm dying from maintaining my wealth.

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Jul 1, 2016

Jul 1, 2016 at 6:27 AM UTC

arcassin-burnham

Disgusted #2

By Arcassin Burnham Not redeemable in the slightest bit of having Better luck to being a big shot while collecting what Is suppose to be mine, I have no kinda time to waste time on tyrants like Yourself, I'm trying to succeed in wealth, No luck with getting some help, And they say life is what you make it, Well i made it into hell, And I swear that I can tell nobody cares about My way of living but all I really wanna do is Do good for myself, I can not spend all of my time just sitting, Choking the life out of my future while I'm dying from maintaining my wealth.

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By Arcassin Burnham The city of angels won't pull you out of reality, The peelings of your skin that brushes mine To band together with a force that the demons Couldn't overthrow if they could or would take Over the millions of brains that record memory That forces demonic empathy upon the weak And defenseless, Let's , Be careful with overbearing sessions of being Jealous of one another by default and ones Short comings, I swear I seen this coming.

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Jul 1, 2016

Jul 1, 2016 at 6:23 AM UTC

arcassin-burnham

Seen It

By Arcassin Burnham The city of angels won't pull you out of reality, The peelings of your skin that brushes mine To band together with a force that the demons Couldn't overthrow if they could or would take Over the millions of brains that record memory That forces demonic empathy upon the weak And defenseless, Let's , Be careful with overbearing sessions of being Jealous of one another by default and ones Short comings, I swear I seen this coming.

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By Arcassin Burnham Sick to stomach about the things that I lack frequently so, I put my life on the line for myself in order to grow, I have no job , I have no life , I have no purpose in Hand, Haven't learned all the proper facts in life To become a man, Facing anxiety and depression , I don't know what Is real, I try to tell them but they don't understand how I must Feel, So in the future I realize that I have to live alone, No calls , no text or even a use of a phone, I missed my chance at success and I will never get it Back, I mess up everything, I'm a wreck and that is a strong Known fact, Non of these teens around here have the curse that I do Meanwhile, I write to release the pain of being figured out, So I'm disgusted, With my life, You can't be trusted, God will smite, If your just worthless to everybody that you don't Really Like.

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Jul 1, 2016

Jul 1, 2016 at 6:21 AM UTC

arcassin-burnham

Disgusted #1

By Arcassin Burnham Sick to stomach about the things that I lack frequently so, I put my life on the line for myself in order to grow, I have no job , I have no life , I have no purpose in Hand, Haven't learned all the proper facts in life To become a man, Facing anxiety and depression , I don't know what Is real, I try to tell them but they don't understand how I must Feel, So in the future I realize that I have to live alone, No calls , no text or even a use of a phone, I missed my chance at success and I will never get it Back, I mess up everything, I'm a wreck and that is a strong Known fact, Non of these teens around here have the curse that I do Meanwhile, I write to release the pain of being figured out, So I'm disgusted, With my life, You can't be trusted, God will smite, If your just worthless to everybody that you don't Really Like.

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By Arcassin Burnham You ain't gotta be the walk of shame, Or cover up and hide your garden from The windows to my soul, I see, Alot of potential in you but I can't be the One to blame as I walk through the grass Testing the moon and stars to my advantage While listening to something classical but In actuality I really have a tendency to match You with every song that I play with just Simple mp3's, Love me baby please, I'll wait for you all night and all day I'm Trembling to have you in my arms just Straight being a tease, Please, Take this as a perfect request, I would go on a quest with help from other People that are willing to get me to you, Hope this is not a test, Too late to forget your face, And two of us in this place, The trust we'll never erase, Won't let it be a phase, In a place like this.........

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Jul 1, 2016

Jul 1, 2016 at 6:18 AM UTC

arcassin-burnham

~Late~

By Arcassin Burnham You ain't gotta be the walk of shame, Or cover up and hide your garden from The windows to my soul, I see, Alot of potential in you but I can't be the One to blame as I walk through the grass Testing the moon and stars to my advantage While listening to something classical but In actuality I really have a tendency to match You with every song that I play with just Simple mp3's, Love me baby please, I'll wait for you all night and all day I'm Trembling to have you in my arms just Straight being a tease, Please, Take this as a perfect request, I would go on a quest with help from other People that are willing to get me to you, Hope this is not a test, Too late to forget your face, And two of us in this place, The trust we'll never erase, Won't let it be a phase, In a place like this.........

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By Arcassin Burnham You say your peace , I say mine, But mine is stronger, I tell you get out my face, I'm not a stoner, Consistency is the key, by making life what it is, I have no doubts in my mind that God will mess Up this **** Already did an inconsistent job on my independence, I got no patients for a tyrant and all its ignorance, Possess anxiety and depression and all of these phases, Maybe I'm bipolar or I'm crazy one of the two will be spacious, I love Caucasian females, They have such lovely Embrace, But I can't keep **** there one because I'm a **** disgrace, You try to disrespect me , I'll put you right back in your place, Life is just funny ya know , but I wanna die smiling anyway. Cheese :)

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Jul 1, 2016

Jul 1, 2016 at 6:15 AM UTC

arcassin-burnham

Inconsistent

By Arcassin Burnham You say your peace , I say mine, But mine is stronger, I tell you get out my face, I'm not a stoner, Consistency is the key, by making life what it is, I have no doubts in my mind that God will mess Up this **** Already did an inconsistent job on my independence, I got no patients for a tyrant and all its ignorance, Possess anxiety and depression and all of these phases, Maybe I'm bipolar or I'm crazy one of the two will be spacious, I love Caucasian females, They have such lovely Embrace, But I can't keep **** there one because I'm a **** disgrace, You try to disrespect me , I'll put you right back in your place, Life is just funny ya know , but I wanna die smiling anyway. Cheese :)

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By Arcassin Burnham Never seen you here before until today with your Smile and your grace , and your style , and your face Looking at me as I stare into the dark corridors, Your pride melted like cheap smores that devoured Souls of their assisters and brother keepers , we don't Ignore the way they treat us, I got the remedy In case your anxiety comes like a Sequel in hopes to hide the truth to a better meaning, That's lethal, Never seen such light like yours , Your neon's peaking, Earthquake your fate into a mistake that Carry's weight And extra baggage so that you won't get a date to who Is just right or average.

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Jul 1, 2016

Jul 1, 2016 at 6:12 AM UTC

arcassin-burnham

Never Seen Such Light

By Arcassin Burnham Never seen you here before until today with your Smile and your grace , and your style , and your face Looking at me as I stare into the dark corridors, Your pride melted like cheap smores that devoured Souls of their assisters and brother keepers , we don't Ignore the way they treat us, I got the remedy In case your anxiety comes like a Sequel in hopes to hide the truth to a better meaning, That's lethal, Never seen such light like yours , Your neon's peaking, Earthquake your fate into a mistake that Carry's weight And extra baggage so that you won't get a date to who Is just right or average.

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By Arcassin Burnham I know you like the shoes on my feet, Walking into trouble, I'm learning everything I could possibly Know about all of our existences that reside In smokey flamed wood alleys getting the Alcohol out of our systems and fornicate on Who to blame for adultery, But the only thing on your mind is to blame And insult me, I got nothing against you or your armada honey, Life is already bad enough for us all apparently, Cause I've been chasing the rain and it shoots the Roses away from all of the chaos and mischief just Sitting right at our door steps while handing guns To the teenagers that don't know any good, I guess that's why they call it the hood, (Static).

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Jul 1, 2016

Jul 1, 2016 at 6:09 AM UTC

arcassin-burnham

.....And Then It Cuts To Static

By Arcassin Burnham I know you like the shoes on my feet, Walking into trouble, I'm learning everything I could possibly Know about all of our existences that reside In smokey flamed wood alleys getting the Alcohol out of our systems and fornicate on Who to blame for adultery, But the only thing on your mind is to blame And insult me, I got nothing against you or your armada honey, Life is already bad enough for us all apparently, Cause I've been chasing the rain and it shoots the Roses away from all of the chaos and mischief just Sitting right at our door steps while handing guns To the teenagers that don't know any good, I guess that's why they call it the hood, (Static).

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By Arcassin Burnham "Summer Sad face" I could spend this joyous day with you again, Then again it's a three day period of what's to end, Please don't pretend, That you care about this season, Enjoying palm trees and your Facebook, Nike hightops, But at that time around were crooks, Stealing your heart, Telling you to let your guard down, Captain hook, Clawing at the emotions, Definitely a piece of mind they took, You, Could, Have, All my sadness, You, Would, Be, My queen of madness, Just like Alice, Card games come to life, Babe I had it, Driving force in my life. ________________________________ "Seeing The Glance Of A Girl" tingly and sharp like thorns and vines, Beauty needs no word or rhymes, Character speaks for itself, It says I'm chilling but I might be doing fine, Take the soul right out of kids, Just the devils bids, On souls, That could be kept in cold endeavors, Captured from underneath like fishing poles, Keep your mouth shut ! She's too clever, Clever girl, Pretty girl, If my reputation wasn't ruined, I would be your Superman, Ambitious girl, Candy girl, I'd love you all to peices, Til I can barely stand, I really wanna dance with you Heart and passion backs up everything, Even when in chorus class she sings, 1000 angels just scatter, Showing her devoted blessing, I feel great affection for those green eyes, Turns the tide, Seven seas eliminated, Chipted plates for frozen foods, Let me get you motivated. ________________________________ "~how long~" ...and when they throw hate never turn your (back) just notice that they'll always hit you (back) and you might not ever get the chance (back) but hopefully you figured out that, ...and when they throw hate never turn your (back) just notice that they'll always hit you (back) and you might not ever get the chance (back) but hopefully you figured out that,...…........ Exactly What you call human contact, Looking for validation, Or just something ask back, Preying to target someone, Further approach to attack, Scientists can prove this **** How long can you extract? A theory to be LOVED, A feeling to be ABOVE A desire to fly like a DOVE But I don't think they fly, Oh yeah right ! They cry, duh. ________________________________ "Circling Through" Made a u-turn into the pit, Laid deception on my lap and read it a bedtime story, Put it to sleep, And the same with ignorance, As blissful as that is, Parting from my slumber only to hear knocking on my door, Opening it, And it reality, Telling me how situations won't be as pleasant, We all have different lives, Just learning to circle through the antics of it all, Taught myself the meaning.

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Jul 1, 2015

Jul 1, 2015 at 4:33 AM UTC

arcassin-burnham

ARCASSIN's Harmful Mix Pt 3

By Arcassin Burnham "Summer Sad face" I could spend this joyous day with you again, Then again it's a three day period of what's to end, Please don't pretend, That you care about this season, Enjoying palm trees and your Facebook, Nike hightops, But at that time around were crooks, Stealing your heart, Telling you to let your guard down, Captain hook, Clawing at the emotions, Definitely a piece of mind they took, You, Could, Have, All my sadness, You, Would, Be, My queen of madness, Just like Alice, Card games come to life, Babe I had it, Driving force in my life. ________________________________ "Seeing The Glance Of A Girl" tingly and sharp like thorns and vines, Beauty needs no word or rhymes, Character speaks for itself, It says I'm chilling but I might be doing fine, Take the soul right out of kids, Just the devils bids, On souls, That could be kept in cold endeavors, Captured from underneath like fishing poles, Keep your mouth shut ! She's too clever, Clever girl, Pretty girl, If my reputation wasn't ruined, I would be your Superman, Ambitious girl, Candy girl, I'd love you all to peices, Til I can barely stand, I really wanna dance with you Heart and passion backs up everything, Even when in chorus class she sings, 1000 angels just scatter, Showing her devoted blessing, I feel great affection for those green eyes, Turns the tide, Seven seas eliminated, Chipted plates for frozen foods, Let me get you motivated. ________________________________ "~how long~" ...and when they throw hate never turn your (back) just notice that they'll always hit you (back) and you might not ever get the chance (back) but hopefully you figured out that, ...and when they throw hate never turn your (back) just notice that they'll always hit you (back) and you might not ever get the chance (back) but hopefully you figured out that,...…........ Exactly What you call human contact, Looking for validation, Or just something ask back, Preying to target someone, Further approach to attack, Scientists can prove this **** How long can you extract? A theory to be LOVED, A feeling to be ABOVE A desire to fly like a DOVE But I don't think they fly, Oh yeah right ! They cry, duh. ________________________________ "Circling Through" Made a u-turn into the pit, Laid deception on my lap and read it a bedtime story, Put it to sleep, And the same with ignorance, As blissful as that is, Parting from my slumber only to hear knocking on my door, Opening it, And it reality, Telling me how situations won't be as pleasant, We all have different lives, Just learning to circle through the antics of it all, Taught myself the meaning.

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Three days ago it was Canada Day Wait for the winter under Maple Leaf shade. I'm alight with night time's anaesthetized truths soothe sweaty, shaking aches until this Independence Day frees up my lungs. Three days ago, turned 29 years old. Etched our initials in a park bench, rolled my smudging thoughts into photographed truth. Our silver, halide smiles on paper live in drawers, tie me to 25. Our hearts aglow, we rose through dreams and aching, chafing hopes. True. Free. Young. But the bombs burst that bubble and red eyes glared through anger and an aching, sorry chest.

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Aug 15, 2014

Aug 15, 2014 at 11:49 AM UTC

kyle-kulseth

4 July, 2014

Three days ago it was Canada Day Wait for the winter under Maple Leaf shade. I'm alight with night time's anaesthetized truths soothe sweaty, shaking aches until this Independence Day frees up my lungs. Three days ago, turned 29 years old. Etched our initials in a park bench, rolled my smudging thoughts into photographed truth. Our silver, halide smiles on paper live in drawers, tie me to 25. Our hearts aglow, we rose through dreams and aching, chafing hopes. True. Free. Young. But the bombs burst that bubble and red eyes glared through anger and an aching, sorry chest.

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