#johnnyselby
Once again that day is looming
Your anniversary is near
As my heart skips a beat
And my head fills with fear.
A fear deep within
Bound by guilt, bound by hate
As I Stare at the calendar
At that last fateful date.
A date robbed of love robbed of smiles
Robbed of joy
Now a date lined with tears
For our beloved 'John Boy'.
As time counts the hours
And days turn into nights
(I promise with all my heart John
For you I still fight).
I miss you so much
I say over and over again
While minutes turn to days
And months into years
So I look to the clouds
For your presence is there
I whisper "I love you and miss you"
Through tears.
I turn over the calendar,
another year becomes the past
And my heart skips a beat
As the new minutes start.
Till we meet again high up in those clouds,
know that I love you and your forever in my heart.
Rest in Peace Johnny
Love always your big sis
Laurel ***
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 6:27 PM UTC