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I told her countless times,
I am sorry.
I said I am sorry
By shedding million tears
Like thunder rains so
I can heal her pains,
I said I am sorry for
All I have done to her
Until no tears left anymore;
I never knew love hurts
That much when it's not there.
I said I am sorry when
I looked into her sparkling eyes
that shone sun rays
The eyes that break me down
Like melting ice,
Like a vanilla ice cream on a cone,
Each time she gazed at mine.
Those euphoric eyes are,
Now lit no light into my soul,
Those beautiful eyes
only lit fierce flames.
I said I am sorry
To her rouged heart
A heart at one time that beat
The same as mine when
We were making passion love
Under the moonlight, yet now
Wants nothing to do with me
Like we are enemies on the battlefield
For her anger is like a sword,
Which is ready to cut me
from the inside out
into pieces.
Maybe a million tear drops
Won't heal a wounded heart,
I still said I am sorry.
Moments passed in silence as
We both stood frozen like
Arctic ice.
Then she looked
into my saddened dry eyes
and said, “I am sorry
It just never meant to be, for
It wasn't our fate
To be together
For you came way too late-
For we both now have our own family.”
But I never told her
I am still waiting for her.
She wiped my tears away
With one last kiss
And walked away forever
Without looking back
Like we never together.
I got my closures
After a million tear drops.
Now,
Now she released me
from her spells,
I can go have my own family.
Jun 18, 2017
Jun 18, 2017 at 11:59 AM UTC