#jas
buried beneath the doubt
it's so hard to find a way out
digging myself out of despair
when all I ever wanted was to disappear
it's painless to descend into the aftermath
at times I could convert to a sociopath
*but here I breathe
trying to discover what I need...*
if ever I fall again
it's catch and release
because I can't bear the glance on your face
all I'm reminded of is a big disgrace
existing is my last chance
looking back at my past
for just a second I can't escape
but something is telling me
there's another way
if I go down this path
what will that do for me?
who am I to question?
when the answer is inevitable
so I keep chasing
until I run out of breath
until then...
Aug 8, 2019
Aug 8, 2019 at 2:05 AM UTC