#janwar
I wish our past was
better than these memories
of spite, lust, and shame
s.q.
Apr 24, 2016
Apr 24, 2016 at 1:49 AM UTC
If love was real, this
blue light would have two shadows
colliding to one
s.q.
May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015 at 9:54 PM UTC
sometimes it *****
what life turns out to be
he was the perfect him
i was the perfect me
those hushed moments
in the world we found
no goodbyes were needed around
awoke with the ****** of the pelvis
sleeping the same
synergistic in this plague
what vanity we famed
s.q.
May 3, 2015
May 3, 2015 at 2:33 AM UTC
Don't fret unhappy
Endings my dear, there may be
More left tomorrow
s.q.
Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 9:05 PM UTC
a step back from your eyes
and I'm finally recovering
no more blinded view
no reenactment of animals at the zoo
tamed moments fill my days
must admit, most times I'm lost in a haze
self-induced withdrawal, disconnect
still your haunting face has full effect
swoon, I would, if you came to see
what your Jungali has hollowed to be
sweep me up, but you'll just throw me down
how many times must we relive it to understand we'll drown
Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 1:37 PM UTC
Tu ** Jungali
Tum ** Janwar
Tere dil mein hali kala raang
Tere dimakh mein sirf jung hi jung
Mera nam, mera chehra, meri avaz,
Sab ik khwab sumjo
Mar gayi mein teri liye
Aur tum mere ghuzre hua kal ka bhooth
s.q.
Oct 14, 2014
Oct 14, 2014 at 5:16 PM UTC
How do I erase this Janwar
that's clawing, gnawing, destroying my insides
try to cease this current
this ebbing self-control
black-holed sanity of clear thought
Everywhere I go
every sight I see
incomplete without my completeness
you
Stupidity overwhelming judgement
blinding direction of constant withdrawal
an itch
How I wish things didn't happen for a reason
for now, I'd be whole
without a counterpart
missing
A puzzle piece
misleading me to believe
that he
and me
as a we
are meant to be
**** that idiocracy
for whole
I am,
complete,
and you are obsolete
s.q.
Sep 30, 2014
Sep 30, 2014 at 9:16 PM UTC