#janid
I lost me
Somewhere between silent tears and fake smiles
Between “I’m fine” and aching miles
Between holding on and letting go
I buried myself in what you’ll never know
I lost me
In dreams I crafted but couldn't achieve
In people I loved who chose to leave
In promises broken, in words unsaid
In the echo of hope that quietly fled
I lost me
While being strong when I was weak
While hiding pain I couldn’t speak
While being the sun in someone’s night
I forgot I too deserved the light
I lost me
To fears I fed and lies I wore
To battles fought behind closed doors
To the mirror that stopped reflecting me
And showed a stranger, silently
I lost me
But maybe, just maybe
One day in sujood, in a tearful plea
In the noor of truth, I’ll find me
The real me who was meant to be
Jul 20, 2025
Jul 20, 2025 at 12:34 AM UTC
Qatil *** main khud jazbaat ka meray,
Har din karta *** qatl apni baat ka meray.
Jo dil ke kone mein chhupa dukh tha,
Aaj ban gaya hai shor hayaat ka meray.
Meri har khushi ko main khud mitata raha,
Qareeb na aaya koi bhi saath ka meray.
Mohabbat ka diya khud hi bujhaya maine,
Kya gila karun ab kisi firaaq ka meray?
Har dafa main khud hi chor ban jata hun,
Shikayat kaisi ** kisi ilzaam ka meray?
Qatil *** main khud jazbaat ka meray,
Har din karta *** qatl apni baat ka meray.
Feb 7, 2025
Feb 7, 2025 at 8:45 AM UTC
Your face is like the rose in bloom,
A radiant charm in every room.
Its glow reflects a quiet light,
A beauty soft, serene, and bright.
Cover it with the veil so fine,
A treasure rare, a gift divine.
Let modesty guard this precious art,
A jewel meant for the pure of heart.
Each glance it draws, a silent prayer,
A sign of blessings rich and fair.
Protect its grace from fleeting gaze,
And let it shine in rightful ways.
Your face is like the rose, so pure,
A creation crafted to endure.
Wrap it gently, in modesty's care,
And let its fragrance fill the air.
Dec 12, 2024
Dec 12, 2024 at 4:58 AM UTC