I want to write my emotions down in this poem,
But if I put my emotions into words
The screen would burst into flames
And I would burst into tears

I'm just so broken right now, and I just want to be happy. Why can't I just be happy

ember-evanescent

why can't I just be happy

*I took a breath*
Long and careful
But it couldn't help my stutter
My flaw
I use too much air
But it's surprising
For it to happen so fast
I kind am kind of thinking about it
An end to meet all ends
At least then
I'll stop being yelled at
I'll stop messing up
I'll stop dragging people down
I'll stop wasting precious air