#itllbeokay
Sometimes I think,
Pain is okay.
If there were no pain in my life,
I wouldn't be able to write this way.
Feb 25, 2016
Feb 25, 2016 at 12:45 AM UTC
It doesn't feel great,
when I am greeted by nothing.
By silence.
Indifference...
Am I even here?
It doesn't feel great
thinking about all the times
I could have loved you
as fiercely and as longingly as
I do now,
but I chose hate instead.
I chose ugliness.
I chose to treat you not as a gift,
but as a burden.
Wow...
No, none of that feels great.
And though I know nothing can be changed.
Though I know I am not to live with regret
and shame.
It still hurts,
when you're the person I want to call
to share my happiness with
to share in the fruitful time I am walking through...
alone,
but I can't.
No...it doesn't feel great...
May 21, 2015
May 21, 2015 at 3:43 PM UTC
They say
"breathe through the pain"
but what if
that's what's causing it?
Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 4:17 PM UTC
You said to me you'd never leave
And I honestly didn't believe you
The sad news is that you were wrong
And sometimes winning isn't fun to do.
Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 2:41 AM UTC
.
There comes a point
in the dead of night
When all is still without you
You cannot see
if you look outside
And the darkness grows about you.
There is a time
when the lights go out
And the moon is dead beneath me
That the dark things crawl
and come alive
And I wonder what you'll bequeath me.
Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 2:20 AM UTC